Update on myself

Blog blog blog... How people can blog so much things? i only blog when i hav time or something to tell people. Where do i hav time to blog everyday? So i think that blog is just a diary. Agree? Mayb diana don't.. Never mind.. i learning to control my tank. A tank of emotion. Being a christian hav to control the temper, cannot fight or scold people. This is wat God put us to test. It's not easy to pass this but do pray for wisdom and must remember God put u to test, is bcoz He believe u can do it.


Ok.. i should update my job with u all.. i currently working at a childcare centre at bishan and after that will go my aunty office to work.. So tired everyday.

In the job of a childcare asst. I work from 8.30am to 2pm. I learn a lots of things. Taking care of kids from the age of 18 mths to abt 3 years old.. So.. i learn to change their diapers. It's really a fun job.

I love 10th March 2007.

Hi.. Hello.. I cannot don tell u tat i really love the bbq. The story is..... On 10th March 2007, Diana & i organise a bbq. We invited our friends and two unknown(Means friend's friend). Altogether abt 12 people. The starting of bbq, must start fire first.. Rocket is kind 2 help in starting fire, not like Alan..haha.. and while he doing the fire, Diana & me wash the place so tat it is clean. After all is ready, we had our bbq foods being serve by Rocket & Alan. None of the gals willing 2 cook the foods, let the guys do.. heehee.. We chat and eat at the same time. Really had a fun time together.

As Lay Yong was there too, i left my sit and went to sit beside her. She look better than the day i brought her 2 my church. I went 2 talk 2 her... and i told her abt God & Jesus. When i talking 2 her, my friends were curious on wat i am telling her. I didn say out eventhough i feel like.. I promised her tat i wouldn say out wat we are talking abt. After encouage and telling her, i went back 2 my group of friends. Suddenly, i heard them saying tat Lay Yong's eyes got tears. I was thinking if the Lord touches her heart..

At abt 9.30pm, my friends went home le. That was the time when the rest of us had laughter and tears of joy.. Only left Rocket, Danson, Yee Sheen, Grace, Diana & me.. only left the six of us enjoying the last part of the bbq. By the way, i really thank all of u tat make tis bbq a wonderful memories.

Lesser than last year

Yea yea.. Counted my hong bao money.. Cool.. Got abt a total of $700..but is lesser than last year.. Feel like spending le, hands also itch 2 buy things.. Hmm.. Must control myself..

Last Sunday got commitee meeting but i never go.. Was excused from aunty sally. Miss a lots of the update. So sorry.. Bo pian! Need to go Suntec 4 the career fair. By the way, so happy tat my uncle and aunty come 2 my church on Sunday.. Wow.. God, are u working on them? Or mayb they come bcoz of fetching me 2 Suntec.. It's ok.. i will change 2 be more like Jesus, be more forgiving and not asking too much. Ok.. back 2 suntec.. Went 2 listen 2 some talk.. After walking 4 a while, met Wilson again at Suntec.. He also went 4 the career fair. Anyway, i can see tat he still looking forward 2 my reply. Didn't talk 2 him much for abt a month le.. And didn't see him for last two weeks but he came back again.. Look trouble and keep things in his heart. Aunty sally asked me but i don know.. Should i follow up wif him? Seem that he need 2 tell someone of his trust.

I'm didn't follow up wif my dear youths..not even my lambs in my care.. Valerie & Yvonne, so sorry! Hope i can find time for u all.. Forgive me from not doing my job..


Dearest God, pls don rain on tis Sat as i hav a BBQ.. Lord, bless the BBQ, and nothing will happen 2 any of us.. Thankz! AMEN!

Why do i feel so tired?

Waiting for the Lunar New Year to pass.. Wanting to count my hong bao money.. Time to be busy again. Tired and sleepy.. Feel like sleeping through my whole life. Starting to be lazy.. Hmm.. Do i really care abt my future? Can i choose to be a guy? Mayb some of u know tat i look tomboy.. Being a guy is much better than being a girl.. I feel tired all the time.. Tired of choosing my life, tired of saying the meaning of love.. Saying to this brother of mine, yet he didn understand.. Diana may know who i am saying.. Tim mayb reading and guessing at the same time.

I don think i can be a gd secretary to the commitee.. Still nw i haven type finish the minutes of meeting and this coming Sunday is the meeting.. Wat happen to me? Should i tell aunty sally to find another person to do.. I not gd in writing and reading.. Oh.. i think Diana is going to ask me quit again.. By saying quiting is easy but the doing is hard, And i wouldn quit bcoz my family, relatives, cousins and etc.. I want them to accept Jesus.. So if those who want me 2 quit, know what to do.. Hee hee.. God is waiting 4 your heart 2 open..

CNY is coming.. but i don excited..

Time fly fast as it is coming 2 Chinese New Year.. Let me wish u all nw bcoz i don hav time 2 go online. And i only blog when i really feel like..

Happy Chinese New Year! Blessed New Year! Wonderful New Year!

Enjoy taking the hong bao as we wish each other wif blessing.. hee hee..


I don feel the excited even it's coming to Chinese New Year.. So tired and sleepy tis week.. Want to go out wif friends but not much money to spend. So thinking of doing something else tat is much cheaper to do.. Hmm.. luckily, i brought my new year clothes le.. I spent almost $250 for all the new year stuffs..

I know tat many of u are praying for my family.. Thanks guyz.. My family hav promise to go when Lim Kok Heng ( My grandpa's bro ), come my church and my aunty promise to join my church.. God, continue to let ur love touch my dearest family, relatives, cousins, friends.. And protect Lay yong wif ur healing hands. I looking forward to see them seeking tis gift tat U hav given..

Update of blogskin

How is my blogskin? Is it nice.. Do give some comments.. Hope u all who alwayz come 2 know my life like it. Thankz..


Darren, jia you! Dance and sing ur very best tis Sunday..
i am a bad example... Don follow..

Waiting.. Waiting..

Waiting is a difficult job.. No choice but pray.. OK! Let's me update myself.. OYF kick off at Eliza's house at last Friday. Last Sat, some youths went 4 fusion at Suntec. I did learn some knowledge from the speakers.. After that, meet diana & yee sheen, went VIVO City 2 find the rest of the youths.. Had a gd dinner and enjoying playing pool.. hee hee.. i like playing pool nw.. Hmm.. For last Sunday, YYF kick off.. As i'm a first time cell leader, i still hav the nervous in my heart.. Continue praying as i stepping out of the boat towards Jesus..

Tis week, Sunday, is my church 113th anniversary.. All are welcome, is just a call.. So do call me if u wan 2 come.. Service start at 10am..

Tired.. Busy... True..

Actually i didn think of blogging today as i really don know wat 2 blog.. Diana Yap Chin Ling..Hmm nice name.. LAmE hor.. Do u know i love u.. Hahaha.. Ok! Serious.. hee hee..

Thankz Sophia 4 the diary.. i'm using it nw.. Planning my week and all kinds of stuff.. Planning all the meetings and Youths fellowship.. Yeah! The Lord is using me 2 be a cell leader.. Guyz & Galz, do continue 2 pray 4 me as i stepping out of the boat.. Also pray 4 my faith in the Lord.. I also wan 2 thank my dear lao gong (Tim) as he is alwayz praying 4 me.. Bringing me back from church every week..

Looking forward 2 Friday/Saturday/Sunday as we will hav a wonderful time 2gether.. Oh.. do pray tat day no rain.. Raining days are spoiling my mood..

Pictures of my work

Being a cousin in a family

I know you all don like me 2 be a christian. I know tat all of you already didn wan me as a cousin. Even my sister is better than me.. right? As i say, you all don know wat is the meaning of christian and stop saying tat i have change. Ya ya.. I changed! I can agree wif you. I change becoz I love God more than wat i am the last time. You want me 2 quit church? I can tell you tat it's not going 2 happen. You said tat ur friends who are christian, only go church once/two times in a week. Ok! I goes church a lots of times becoz I want 2 be closer 2 God and I am already a committee member of the youths ministry so i need 2 go.. And i can see tat you all are trying 2 hide all the secret, even the eyes are preventing from me. When playing games, you all enjoy playing wif my sis, but when i join in then u all give me a sianz sianx look.. i can see de lor.. Sometimes, u all make fun of me, i didn get angry and i even allow you 2 continue becoz i just want the laughter and happiness from u all.. I just want 2 see a simple smile 2 prove tat i'm still can let u be happy. Hmm.. Since i was born till nw, i still let you all joke abt me.

I can say tat i still treat u all as my close best cousins but i know you didn treat me in tat way le.. Is ok! I wouldn angry wif you..

Merry Christmas Comment Graphics

Can i hav a better life?

Arr.. i don like 2 make choices.. Choices give me lots of headache.. Every time when i goes out wif friends, i will feel the joy but nw.. Isn't happy or excited.. The feeling is like my heart having a hole.. Mayb bcoz everything in my life is in a mess.. Why mess? Every1 ask me 2 go out on the same day.. Who should i go out wif?

Example: Karen ask me 2 go 4 movie, but in the same day, Pooh ask me 2 go K-Box.. Wat? Who shall i choose? Headache sia..
If i choose Karen then Pooh will angry.. But if i choose Pooh then Karen will say tat i alwayz never care.. Why can't my life be easier? Both are my friends. Karen can be friend wif Pooh and we all can 2gether go out.. But one of them don wan bcoz she only wan me.

I really hav enough of all tis.. i still think tat only God is gd 2 me.. And in my heart no one can replace God.

Non-christian family

Still hoping tat tis Dec can don work.. Got too much programs.. Let me tell u some main ones.. Sorry, not in order..

1. Retreat camp- 19 dec to 21 dec
2. Christmas party wif friendz- 22 dec
3. CCIS- 24 dec
4. Outing- 16 dec
5. Tim's friend- 27 dec
6. Welcome Party- 30 dec

Those who wan 2 go out wif me.. Sure! Just tell me so i can plan my things.. Or else, join my program so tat i don need 2 headache again.. True.. Being a only christian in my family is not easy.. Really hope tat they know God, His love, etc.. Oh.. saying abt tis, i thinking of diana.. She tag on my blog but don dare 2 go my church 2 tell.. She is also once a children of God but nw.. Mayb not..surely not.. But never mind.. i can continue 2 pray 4 u..

JOB..JoB.. Job..

Can i don work on tis December.. really don feel like.. i want 2 join my church programs and my friends birthday party.. I told my parents but in the end is scolding and nagging from them.. My mom still say tat wan 2 tell aunty sally tat bcoz of church i become lazy.. Ya.. if i don work, no money 2 spent. My parents went 2 tell my aunties and cousins, so nw every1 ask me 2 forget abt church and better choice is go church when i am free.. and i am childish.. Wat? Can u believe i don go church 4 one month and i say tat i love God.. No! No! i really can't stand wat my parents do.. I love GOD and his house ( Church ).. No matter wat, i wouldn leave church and my dear youths bcoz i still got a lot of things 2 learn from them.. By the way, only the LOrd can heal my heart.

Thankz 4 all the prayer

Hi.. thank God tat my uncle came home le.. He can go back 2 work le..

Eliza, jia you in ur coming exam.. Don worry, the lord will be wif u through all ur studying.. u are remembered in my prayer..

A verse 4 all of u:
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5-6)

Don know wat 2 type..

My aunty just came out of the hospital but my ah gu(Mum's bro) went 4 operation and stay at East Shore Hospital nw.. Today, i went 2 visit him wif my mummy.. He still the way he is, having a smile on the face no matter wat happen.. That really brighten me.. We didn stay at the hospital too long.. Reached home, recieved a call from one of my relatives.. My mum answered the phone and heard tat my relative(Christian) went 2 hospital last nite bcoz of a sudden heart attack.. Nw still in ICU at Changi General Hospital.. In a week, total of three people tat are close 2 us went 2 hospital.. Lord, heal them..

Thankz God..

Wow.. God is so gd... He is SO GOOD 2 me.. Why? Hmmm.. i saw Angeline today wif her parents at the MRT.. Of course, i went up & say hi.. but seem tat she & her parents are going 4 dinner soon, so i didn talk much 2 her.. Anyway.. Thankz God.. Finally, i can see her than i keep on thinking or guessing abt her life.. Thankz God..

A filming at Carpark..

Sorry! I never go 2 prayer meeting last nite. I got 2 help diana in her project. We meet at 6pm. Abt 6.30pm, we reach Toa Payoh, planning 2 start our project but we found out that we still need glass wine 4 the filming. After we bought it, we went 2 Sam's house. Didn't expect tat the time already 7.30pm.. They ask me change the clothes that suit the story. At first, i don know wat is my role but after i know.. I was shocked, bcoz i need 2 role play having candlelight dinner wif a guy at the carpark. Hmm.. i was 2 put makeup and dress so formal. In my heart, never mind, since i willing 2 help diana in her project.

Ok.. i go straight 2 the important/funny things that happened. Firstly, i need 2 act that i'm his galfriend so..all the holding of hands and worse of all..there is a kissing role. Don worry, it's just acting, not real. But we still burst out of laughter. After all the fliming, the time was already almost 12am.. Wow, i can understand how tired 2 be an actor/actress. It's time 2 eat some food ( we didn't eat dinner). One of the team-mate sitted at a hole 2 enjoy his food. His face and action showed us tat he was too hungry 2 care abt the place.

Reached home around 12.30am.. In that minute of thinking, i don wan 2 work the next day as i'm sure i hav not enough of sleep.. But in the end, i still went 2 work.

Yeah!!

God is good all the time.. Yeah, it's true.. He give me friendz, a wonderful family, cousins, my loving church youths.. Wow.. He is greater than wat we can think..

Ah..ya.. i got a new computer le.. Thankz Tim! Thankz 4 all the energy 4 doing tis computer.. Those tat dun know, we fix a new computer from 7pm to 1am.. Poor Tim, hav 2 come 2 my house on the next day 2 continue..

Got 2 update u all abt my work. Still got two weeks 2 take my pay(looking forward 2 the day). My work is like facing the computer 2 whole day by checking and editing the engineer project. Tis job is a intro by my cousin.. Since i accept le tis job so i will try my best 2 learn something in the company. At first i didn't wan tis job bcoz i don wan 2 hav fight wif him.. His mom is my godma..ya, i agree.. i look like a spy tat send by his mom. But i not tat type of person.. i just wan 2 be a gd god-sis or cousin but he keep thinking tat i wan 2 spy on him.. Viceroy, if u really don feel like seeing me working wif u then u tell me.. i don like 2 see people upset bcoz of me, i only wan a smile in ur face.. i really miss the time, when all the cousins are 2gether having fun & laughter.. Never mind, tat the past, it wouldn't be the present or future.. We are just like normal friend, not close anymore.

Today, i went 2 the career fair in ITE College East.. Hmm.. also meet some of my friends and we hav lunch 2gether.. Really miss the time when i still studying.. Ok.. end 4 today.. need a nap nw.. Still hav 2 help diana in her project later..

Computer spoilt

Arr.. Starting of a day wif a scolding from mummy.. Hmm.. don feel like going out leh, except church bcoz in church i can feel better.. God's love is the only one tat can heal my heart..

Oh .. forgotten 2 tell u all tat my computer is spoilt.. so worse nw.. cannot go online often.. sianz.. i got 2 save money nw.. Really hav 2 save.. Bcoz i need 2 pay 4 my own computer..