Know each other more..

On 19/6, after my dinner, at 7.45pm reached the St. Andrew Village where the retreat is. Really looking forward 2 see/join them..When i saw them, they r having gallery walk. Abt 11.30pm, we had 2 sleep. We quickly prepared the place and sleep at abt 12am. I cannot sleep the whole nite. Don understand why? Mayb still not use 2 sleeping on the floor..
Next day, some of us cannot wake up in the morning..So..a lots of the plans went out of time. We rushed 4 almost all the things..esp Tim, he is so unhappy bcoz he cannot shared.. Tat is bad, dun learn from us being not having puntuality..Anyway, all the programs are wonderful. I love most is the sharing among us.. I really feel better after saying it out. All the sins and all the things tat kept in our heart 4 so long, i say all out in the sharing..Example: I feel tat my family and i are having a gap. My sis don understand wat i am talking and she don listen 2 me..My parents only know is ask me wat i wan 2 study and help me choose a course 4 me 2 study, never think if i like it. I really don know wat course 2 take, why can't they give me time 2 think.
Let come back 2 the retreat..Hmm..all the galz cry but guyz are mayb scared pai seh so they never cry..ok..after all tis sharing, every1 in the youths is closer.. Anyway, the food is nice. Must really thankz all the people tat prepared and brought all tis food. I took off on Tuesday is the correct choice. I can enjoyed the games wif the rest of the youths tat came at abt 3.45pm. Cheris and Cons prepared the games. Thankz..both of u hav done a gd job.. I can see tat all the youths enjoyed all the games. There also a special guest been invited. He is cool sia.. I find him cool bcoz of the white hair in the middle of his hair. He had wif us all 2gether three sessions. The first session, i was not there. I cannot get leave from work. Never mind, at least i can stay overnite 4 one nite. The second and thirth sessions are meaningful. I learned a lots from his sharing. After all tis fun, is time 4 me 2 go back home bcoz of the next day i hav 2 work.. Happy time fly veri fast but i wouldn 4get tis moments we r 2gether..
Reach home, thought tat my parents or my sis will ask me question..like: Is it fun? Got miss papa, mummy, mei mei? BUT..none of them ask.. i wanted 2 tell them abt the fun i had but they are busy doing their things..
I wouldn like 2 thankz the youths 4 letting me come 2 the retreat..Thankz aunty sally,Uncle victor,Tim,Kar Keat and Eliza 4 all the preparation.. Most of all..Thankz the Lord..

Blog..wat happen?

Suddenly, my blog went mad.. don allow mi 2 type and see it.. Nw..hee hee..i repair le.. Wat 2 blog? oH ok..i pass my piano exam..not very high marks but at least i pass..i thought i will fail..

Sorry, i cannot get off 4 three days..so i will be going only on 20/6.. Anyway, thankz 4 letting mi hav a chance 2 go.. By the way, i really regret tat i cannot go when u all r going 2 the holiday inn at malacca last year during the June.. Hope 2 be there too..i wan 2 hav the fun too..

Fail 2 go higher nitec

I wouldn't be sad if i never get in 2 higher nitec.. i already prepare my heart 2 accept it.. Nw i hav 2 think wat 2 study le..Should i study part-time course or go and learn from outside sch? Blur gal sia..i am a stupid gal..My parents still thought tat i can study accounting so tat my future is better..But i cannot get in..They r very sad bcoz of mi.. Wat 2 do? I also cannot turn the time back 2 change the fact.. Nw only can pray tat the Lord can lead mi 2 the path.. I'm lost..Pls tell mi wat 2 do..

Pic tat taken on the parents' nite..

Taken in church..Vanness's birthday