Sick for four days le

Arr.. have been sick for four days le.. Will it recover? LOrd heal me!


Wat happen? The communication between us have break down? Heart is also not link together.. Am i losing u soon?


My job also came to a choice.. Have to give up one of it..

I feel useless

I don know why sometimes i feel tat i'm useless.. I don know how to let diana happy.. Don know how to teach my youths abt God's word.. Don know how to help those kids who need my help.. I even don know wat am i choosing? Wat wrong wif me?

I feel tired of living in a world tat everyone is doing their own things. Didn care abt each other feeling. Only think so themselves. When i need a hug, also don have.. i know tat someone is trying but haven reach my turn. That person hav been touching my heart.. Even, when i need a shoulder, no one can lend me.

I need more oxygen. I having difficulty in breathing. Really don feel like doing anything.






Can someone just lend a shoulder for me?
Can someone just give me a big hug?

Busy & tired Sat..

Went for Methodist Walk at 7.30am... Got to wake up at 5am, abt 6.30am, uncle Victor fetched me.. But didn sleep well so had a bit headache. Reached there, waiting to start the walk.. When the horn sounds, everyone started the walk.. We decided to walk for 2km but in the end, we walked for 4km.. Wow.. After the walk, went to Pastor Gabriel Liew's house for a quick breakfast & lunch. Nice foods.. Thankz Pastor Liew.. We didn stay long, just for 30 mins.. after tat we all went home for rest. Many of us rushed home as we got to go church in the afternoon. I went home, sleep for half an hour, woke up for a bath and went to church for the easter outreach.



Reached church at 1pm.. Didn expect so late.. Actually should reach at 12.30pm. Never mind.. Went to help the youths, Kar Keat suddenly walked forward, asked me: "Hi Sin ying, are you ok? Need a rest first? U better rest first bcoz we still need u later." I answered: "Hi Kar Keat, oh.. i'm alright. Did went home for a rest." See caring people are alwayz there.. After Kar Keat asked, Gabriel asked me again.. Haha.. Mayb my face can tell tat i'm tired or mayb they know i went for the walk.

Suddenly, diana called.. She wan to go kbox. i went to meet her to pass her the card and in the meanwhile, went MRT fetch my friends. Brought Jia Xin & Yan Hui to the outreach. i did invite Diana too, but she don wan.. i can see God is working on her life bcoz she is changing to b better person. Ok.. still got Doris who still not reach.. i brought my friends to church first then turn back to the MRT to fetch Doris. The programme started with wonderful foods. We got to use the money to buy it.. haha.. Sound interesting? Is true.. We had lots of fun. No matter in games or the speaker, everyone is joining in it. God had the power to change someone.. Jia Xin wasn't in gd mood bcoz of Rocket but after tis outreach, she was smiling all the way. The outreach ended wif songs and God blessing.


To God Be The Glory.