Being a cousin in a family

I know you all don like me 2 be a christian. I know tat all of you already didn wan me as a cousin. Even my sister is better than me.. right? As i say, you all don know wat is the meaning of christian and stop saying tat i have change. Ya ya.. I changed! I can agree wif you. I change becoz I love God more than wat i am the last time. You want me 2 quit church? I can tell you tat it's not going 2 happen. You said tat ur friends who are christian, only go church once/two times in a week. Ok! I goes church a lots of times becoz I want 2 be closer 2 God and I am already a committee member of the youths ministry so i need 2 go.. And i can see tat you all are trying 2 hide all the secret, even the eyes are preventing from me. When playing games, you all enjoy playing wif my sis, but when i join in then u all give me a sianz sianx look.. i can see de lor.. Sometimes, u all make fun of me, i didn get angry and i even allow you 2 continue becoz i just want the laughter and happiness from u all.. I just want 2 see a simple smile 2 prove tat i'm still can let u be happy. Hmm.. Since i was born till nw, i still let you all joke abt me.

I can say tat i still treat u all as my close best cousins but i know you didn treat me in tat way le.. Is ok! I wouldn angry wif you..

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Can i hav a better life?

Arr.. i don like 2 make choices.. Choices give me lots of headache.. Every time when i goes out wif friends, i will feel the joy but nw.. Isn't happy or excited.. The feeling is like my heart having a hole.. Mayb bcoz everything in my life is in a mess.. Why mess? Every1 ask me 2 go out on the same day.. Who should i go out wif?

Example: Karen ask me 2 go 4 movie, but in the same day, Pooh ask me 2 go K-Box.. Wat? Who shall i choose? Headache sia..
If i choose Karen then Pooh will angry.. But if i choose Pooh then Karen will say tat i alwayz never care.. Why can't my life be easier? Both are my friends. Karen can be friend wif Pooh and we all can 2gether go out.. But one of them don wan bcoz she only wan me.

I really hav enough of all tis.. i still think tat only God is gd 2 me.. And in my heart no one can replace God.

Non-christian family

Still hoping tat tis Dec can don work.. Got too much programs.. Let me tell u some main ones.. Sorry, not in order..

1. Retreat camp- 19 dec to 21 dec
2. Christmas party wif friendz- 22 dec
3. CCIS- 24 dec
4. Outing- 16 dec
5. Tim's friend- 27 dec
6. Welcome Party- 30 dec

Those who wan 2 go out wif me.. Sure! Just tell me so i can plan my things.. Or else, join my program so tat i don need 2 headache again.. True.. Being a only christian in my family is not easy.. Really hope tat they know God, His love, etc.. Oh.. saying abt tis, i thinking of diana.. She tag on my blog but don dare 2 go my church 2 tell.. She is also once a children of God but nw.. Mayb not..surely not.. But never mind.. i can continue 2 pray 4 u..