Changing job soon

Oh.. i wan 2 thankz those tat gave me presents and those tat celebrated wif me.. Sorry! So late then say.. By the way, hmm.. 18 le.. Must change my thinking 2 a young adult.. And most important, must grow in the Lord..

Soon, i will b changing my job.. Every1 asked me 2 change job bcoz of the pay.. Will update again wif u all..

Lost a lots of things..

So long never blog.. Don know why i apply tis blog.. But nw i think is bcoz i can say out my happy and sad moments here.. Since, no one willing 2 be my hearing ears.. My family also don wan 2 hear me say...

I nt happy today bcoz they only know 2 say my weak points..
Example:
1) My family members told others people tat i nt clever..

2) My aunty said tat i don know how 2 think 4 the future..

3) My relatives said tat i am childish..

Why must they say tis.. Hurt me.. Worst is they say behind my back..

In my mind..

Instructions:Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.
Don't read the questions before you write and tag 5 people to do the survey.

1. Yee Sheen
2. Wen Shan
3. Viceroy
4. Eliza
5. Desmond
6. Sophia
7. Cheris
8. Constance
9. Angeline
10. See Ying
11. Gabriel
12. Inn Zheng
13. Diana
14. Vickie
15. Rui Xian
16. Derrick
17. Jia Xin
18. Cherie
19. Yan Hui
20. Wilson

1. How did you meet #14?
Ans: Hmm..my cousin but nw my God bro.

2. What would you do if you had never met #1?
Ans: Will b sad bah..She is a nice gal.

3. What would you do if #20 and #9 dated?
Ans: Angeline & Wilson?..i don think she will choose him..

4. Would #6 & #17 make a good couple?
Ans: Both r galz..not really can b couple..But both of them know Jasper..

5. Describe #3.
Ans: Hee..Nice, veri man, lovable, cute, like 2 see him smile..taller than mi..

6. Do you think #8 is attractive?
Ans: Ya..by guys..She is pretty and cute lor..

7. Tell me something about #7.
Ans: Love 2 eat.. Love yellow colour.. Hate cockroach..

8. Do you know anything about #12's family?
Ans: He is the only son..His father alwayz fetch him 2 church..

9. What's #8's favourite?
Ans: Should ask mi wat #8 hate..i think she like pink bah..

10. What would you do if #11 confesses that he/she likes you?
Ans: Hmm..i will b telling him tat u r like my kor..

11. What language does #15 speak?
Ans: Chinese.. Sometimes mixed too..

12. Who is #9 going out with?
Ans: Dun know..But i know she love 2 go out wif Eliza & Constance.

13. How old is #16 now?
Ans: Same as me.. 18 tis year..

14. When was the last time you talked to #13?
Ans: Yesterday..

15. Who's #2's favourite singer?
Ans: Huh? Don know leh! English songs..

16. Would you date #4?
Ans: If i am a guy, of course yes..

17. Would you date #7?
Ans: Hmm..ya..she is a nice gal.

18. Is #15 single?
Ans: Ya.. Mayb nw hav stead but never tell me..

19. What is #10's last name?
Ans: Haha..how can i don know my sis name..hee..

20. Would you ever consider being in a relationship with #19?
Ans: She is my best friend. She has a sweet smile..

21. What schools did #3 go to?
Ans: Tao Nan Pri... Broadrick Sec..

22. Where does #6 live?
Ans: Serangoon

23. What's your favourite thing about #5?
Ans: Handsome..Know wat i wan in my life..

24. What do you think of #18?
Ans: Cute..Her smile can brighten ur days.

25. What do #4 & #19 have in common?
Ans: Both galz.. Both of their hugs give mi strengh in my life.

26. What special qualities does #17 hold in your life?
Ans: A gd friend tat can be fun every day.. She is a veri gd sis in sch..

Know each other more..

On 19/6, after my dinner, at 7.45pm reached the St. Andrew Village where the retreat is. Really looking forward 2 see/join them..When i saw them, they r having gallery walk. Abt 11.30pm, we had 2 sleep. We quickly prepared the place and sleep at abt 12am. I cannot sleep the whole nite. Don understand why? Mayb still not use 2 sleeping on the floor..
Next day, some of us cannot wake up in the morning..So..a lots of the plans went out of time. We rushed 4 almost all the things..esp Tim, he is so unhappy bcoz he cannot shared.. Tat is bad, dun learn from us being not having puntuality..Anyway, all the programs are wonderful. I love most is the sharing among us.. I really feel better after saying it out. All the sins and all the things tat kept in our heart 4 so long, i say all out in the sharing..Example: I feel tat my family and i are having a gap. My sis don understand wat i am talking and she don listen 2 me..My parents only know is ask me wat i wan 2 study and help me choose a course 4 me 2 study, never think if i like it. I really don know wat course 2 take, why can't they give me time 2 think.
Let come back 2 the retreat..Hmm..all the galz cry but guyz are mayb scared pai seh so they never cry..ok..after all tis sharing, every1 in the youths is closer.. Anyway, the food is nice. Must really thankz all the people tat prepared and brought all tis food. I took off on Tuesday is the correct choice. I can enjoyed the games wif the rest of the youths tat came at abt 3.45pm. Cheris and Cons prepared the games. Thankz..both of u hav done a gd job.. I can see tat all the youths enjoyed all the games. There also a special guest been invited. He is cool sia.. I find him cool bcoz of the white hair in the middle of his hair. He had wif us all 2gether three sessions. The first session, i was not there. I cannot get leave from work. Never mind, at least i can stay overnite 4 one nite. The second and thirth sessions are meaningful. I learned a lots from his sharing. After all tis fun, is time 4 me 2 go back home bcoz of the next day i hav 2 work.. Happy time fly veri fast but i wouldn 4get tis moments we r 2gether..
Reach home, thought tat my parents or my sis will ask me question..like: Is it fun? Got miss papa, mummy, mei mei? BUT..none of them ask.. i wanted 2 tell them abt the fun i had but they are busy doing their things..
I wouldn like 2 thankz the youths 4 letting me come 2 the retreat..Thankz aunty sally,Uncle victor,Tim,Kar Keat and Eliza 4 all the preparation.. Most of all..Thankz the Lord..

Blog..wat happen?

Suddenly, my blog went mad.. don allow mi 2 type and see it.. Nw..hee hee..i repair le.. Wat 2 blog? oH ok..i pass my piano exam..not very high marks but at least i pass..i thought i will fail..

Sorry, i cannot get off 4 three days..so i will be going only on 20/6.. Anyway, thankz 4 letting mi hav a chance 2 go.. By the way, i really regret tat i cannot go when u all r going 2 the holiday inn at malacca last year during the June.. Hope 2 be there too..i wan 2 hav the fun too..

Fail 2 go higher nitec

I wouldn't be sad if i never get in 2 higher nitec.. i already prepare my heart 2 accept it.. Nw i hav 2 think wat 2 study le..Should i study part-time course or go and learn from outside sch? Blur gal sia..i am a stupid gal..My parents still thought tat i can study accounting so tat my future is better..But i cannot get in..They r very sad bcoz of mi.. Wat 2 do? I also cannot turn the time back 2 change the fact.. Nw only can pray tat the Lord can lead mi 2 the path.. I'm lost..Pls tell mi wat 2 do..

Pic tat taken on the parents' nite..

Taken in church..Vanness's birthday

update myself

Nwadays, so worry abt my result whether i get in 2 my course.. No news yet..LOrd bless mi..If tis course suit mi, pls let mi get in.. i already don know wat 2 do if i don get the course..

Last sat, the dinner is nice but a bit salty.. Really hav lots of fun.. Bring a friend, my family, my godma, my cousin, my aunty and uncle.. Hope they really enjoy sia.. After the dinner, all the youths took a photo..when i receive the pic, i will upload 4 u all 2 see..

I think a lots of people think tat i hav a stead le..The ans is NO.. Wilson and mi are friends..i also told him le.. Friday, suddenly he told mi tat he admire one of my churchmate..i told him 2 tell her but he say tat he still wan mi.. I really don know..i lost..i still don know wat 2 do..

Hmm..feel so excited

Oh..finally, today is Sat again..2nite, my family and i are going 2 a dinner organise by my church..Felt so excited..i also invited my friend..hee hee..Hope tat they really enjoy today..God, touch their hearts 2nite..Let them know u more..

I really enjoy working at my aunty office.. She takes care of mi.. Wow.. Thankz sia.. Oh ya..time flies..My grandmother had came back from USA.. Cool..She brought back a lots of things.. Got chewing gums, clothes, pants, sweets..etc.. She loves all her grandchildrens...ecspecially mi..Thankz god.. Grandmother, i also love u..

Still no news..

Arr..hate it..My ite result still not out..Every1 is studying le and i am still working..Wat if i never get in? i really don know wat 2 do..Hope tat God can lead mi the way..

Today, go temple..feeling sorry 4 God..Hope he can forgive mi..

Oh..man!

Nw the world know wat happen 2 he and mi le..but we hav end the relationship..Nw many problem came..Sophia is my churchmate and she know a guy and tat guy was my sec friend stead..Oh..Nw they haven problem..They don wan 2 hurt each other..Hmm..don only say them..Me too..Problem is also wif me nw..Wat 2 do? I'm scared..i worry abt them..i really don know wat 2 do.. Me, i left him and ask him 2 find tat gal tat like him..i can only do tis bcoz i really cannot feel it..ya! Hurt? i still must say a bit..Left a person tat u hav been 2gether wif 4 more than three weeks..Of course will hurt a bit.. i did cry 4 a while but after tat..i'm ok.. Hope tat every things can be alright..

Tml, had 2 work le..Take care! God bless..Smile!

Mayb helping my aunty

Just nw, my mom ask me whether i wan 2 help my aunty in her office? i really don know..She said tat i hav 2 go and help her le bcoz she went 2 tell my aunty i'm very free at home..i also haven tell her the ans..Never mind, don fight wif her..Tml had 2 work le..so fast..Is it the choice tat i wan? i only can say is..i willing 2 try..Hmm..i hope tat Sat and Sun can go 2 work..Oh ya..must remember 2 tell the churchmates..Nowadays, my memory is bad..Yesterday, went orchard shopping..Wow..cool..hav a fun time..Hope can go out again and hav fun..

Today, is Wed, got prayer meeting 2nite..tis friday cannot hav follow up wif aunty sally again..Last week just continue, tis week again must stop.. I already brought my family tickets le..and they agree 2 go..Nw is my godma..i wan 2 bring her and her family..She say ok but i mayb hav 2 pay 4 her first bcoz she nw having problem in her work place..I looking forward 2 tat day..i also ask wilson if he wan 2 invite some friends or his family..Hmm..ya..i think most of u think tat he and me is 2gether..Not really..i really don know wat 2 do..He is tall but i am short..People, give me some comment? Should i be wif him?

just feeling..

Today, Sat..later need 2 go church..so excited..Going 2 learn Jewish dance..hee hee..Nw i only can go online 4 only 2 days..so little..

Just nw, got a call from some1..Her temper is still bad..a bit of things also angry..ya..i like 2 go church..so wat? I love 2 be a christian..i love GOD..i believe in HIM..No one can change my mind..I never go out wif u bcoz u need 2 do ur project..u r so busy..I asked u 2 go out wif mi and my friends but u don wan..i always go out wif u and ur friends..u also never go out wif my friends..i really don know why u think tat i hav change..i still a gal tat always stand a side 2 look after u and 2 protect u from evil..

By the way, i really don know wat 2 say..Life is in a little mess nw..

Finally..Stop le

Finally, stop working le..They still keep on calling mi 2 work..but i rejected..Finally, i can go 2 church again..HEE Hee..So happy!

I think some people know why he come 2 my church..ya..mayb is tat thing ba..Yesterday, i never go church, i went 2 temple..He also never go..Must i go then he will go? Tis let mi think tat he go church bcoz of mi..Not by his heart..Wat can i do? And nw..Someone is tagging my blog 2 jio mi but don tell mi the name..YA..i agree wif Eliza..So childish..Wan 2 jio some1 must be brave 2 say out..Not just say, must do too..

Tis few days, keep on going out wif friendz and my only dearest cousin..Hav lots of fun wif them..Thankz 4 giving mi so nice and happy memories..i will never 4get de..

The day..Happy/Sad?

Today, brought a guy 2 church..hee hee..every1 saw him and was shocked..He is so TALL lor.. He also hav lots of fun in the church...and wan 2 join my church.. Hmm..after church went home, get scolding from parents..They scold tat i went church 4 so long then come back..Scold tat i always play computer..They never even understand the problem..They only know is scold and scold..Break my heart only..Need someone 2 concern or hug mi..i really feel like crying..

haha

I had a wonderful time yesterday..The dinner is nice and fun..I had lots of laugher..The programme is well organised.

Any1 wan 2 come my church tis sunday? Tis sunday, got a lady talking abt her life after her disfigured face...Wan 2 know how she face her life? Come 2 Kampong Kapor Methodist Church at 2pm..More information, call mi or sms mi..

I received a call from the job tat i apply..They reject mi..Sad..Worse..They say i not suitable 4 tis job bcoz of my height and small in size.. i must start jumping le so tat can grow a few more cm..

Tml had 2 apply my course again..Hope i can get in lor..Parents r saying tat i am lazy le..Why? Is it bcoz i not studying and working nw? What kind of job should i choose? I must choose a job tat i also can go church..I don wan 2 miss it...

Long long no see

Yoz...just came back..hmm..don know wat 2 blog..i know a guy recently, he jio mi out...beg mi 4 so long..Everyday, sms mi...i can one day receive abt 25 msg from him...so fan...He so tall lor..He stand up, i haven even reach his shoulder...SO TALL.. i see him till my neck tired..Is he ok 2 mi..

Don know wat 2 study nw..cannot go in 2 Accounts in ITE(simei).
Stopping piano le..My aunty help mi find a job le..mayb working soon bah..

sorry..

hmm..finally, my com is ok..thankz tim... i stopping piano soon le..hmm..i still don know wat 2 do..finding job but no job tat allow mi 2 get off on sat & sun..i wan 2 go church..Life is so bored..and i always play computer games..sianz..

I hope my family also can go wif mi 2 church..God, when will tis happen? i will wait till the day comes..Lord, i hope u can change diana's mind..She don dare 2 come church..She scared 2 face some of the youths..Lord, clear her mind..she still love u..She nwadays, so busy abt her project..U give her the wisdom 2 do it..She is a clever and cheerful gal tat i know since she born..i wan 2 see her smile again..

Why is tis happening?

Galz are alwayz a toy..and guyz are playing it..Why? Galz gave more than recieve..When is the true love coming..they only know how 2 play then loving us...

Happy time don really last..

Time fly so fast..Life is special.. nw at my cousin's house..don know wat 2 do..hmm..so i blog..wat 2 type? Anyway, thankz god 4 letting mi 2 come..and we had lots of fun sia..But veri fast..is going b late le..soon we hav go home..

Hmm..i received a sms..is a guy send mi de..He ask mi a lots of things, but i only tell him some..hee hee..i still thinking abt the question he asked mi..