Mayb helping my aunty

Just nw, my mom ask me whether i wan 2 help my aunty in her office? i really don know..She said tat i hav 2 go and help her le bcoz she went 2 tell my aunty i'm very free at home..i also haven tell her the ans..Never mind, don fight wif her..Tml had 2 work le..so fast..Is it the choice tat i wan? i only can say is..i willing 2 try..Hmm..i hope tat Sat and Sun can go 2 work..Oh ya..must remember 2 tell the churchmates..Nowadays, my memory is bad..Yesterday, went orchard shopping..Wow..cool..hav a fun time..Hope can go out again and hav fun..

Today, is Wed, got prayer meeting 2nite..tis friday cannot hav follow up wif aunty sally again..Last week just continue, tis week again must stop.. I already brought my family tickets le..and they agree 2 go..Nw is my godma..i wan 2 bring her and her family..She say ok but i mayb hav 2 pay 4 her first bcoz she nw having problem in her work place..I looking forward 2 tat day..i also ask wilson if he wan 2 invite some friends or his family..Hmm..ya..i think most of u think tat he and me is 2gether..Not really..i really don know wat 2 do..He is tall but i am short..People, give me some comment? Should i be wif him?

just feeling..

Today, Sat..later need 2 go church..so excited..Going 2 learn Jewish dance..hee hee..Nw i only can go online 4 only 2 days..so little..

Just nw, got a call from some1..Her temper is still bad..a bit of things also angry..ya..i like 2 go church..so wat? I love 2 be a christian..i love GOD..i believe in HIM..No one can change my mind..I never go out wif u bcoz u need 2 do ur project..u r so busy..I asked u 2 go out wif mi and my friends but u don wan..i always go out wif u and ur friends..u also never go out wif my friends..i really don know why u think tat i hav change..i still a gal tat always stand a side 2 look after u and 2 protect u from evil..

By the way, i really don know wat 2 say..Life is in a little mess nw..

Finally..Stop le

Finally, stop working le..They still keep on calling mi 2 work..but i rejected..Finally, i can go 2 church again..HEE Hee..So happy!

I think some people know why he come 2 my church..ya..mayb is tat thing ba..Yesterday, i never go church, i went 2 temple..He also never go..Must i go then he will go? Tis let mi think tat he go church bcoz of mi..Not by his heart..Wat can i do? And nw..Someone is tagging my blog 2 jio mi but don tell mi the name..YA..i agree wif Eliza..So childish..Wan 2 jio some1 must be brave 2 say out..Not just say, must do too..

Tis few days, keep on going out wif friendz and my only dearest cousin..Hav lots of fun wif them..Thankz 4 giving mi so nice and happy memories..i will never 4get de..

The day..Happy/Sad?

Today, brought a guy 2 church..hee hee..every1 saw him and was shocked..He is so TALL lor.. He also hav lots of fun in the church...and wan 2 join my church.. Hmm..after church went home, get scolding from parents..They scold tat i went church 4 so long then come back..Scold tat i always play computer..They never even understand the problem..They only know is scold and scold..Break my heart only..Need someone 2 concern or hug mi..i really feel like crying..

haha

I had a wonderful time yesterday..The dinner is nice and fun..I had lots of laugher..The programme is well organised.

Any1 wan 2 come my church tis sunday? Tis sunday, got a lady talking abt her life after her disfigured face...Wan 2 know how she face her life? Come 2 Kampong Kapor Methodist Church at 2pm..More information, call mi or sms mi..

I received a call from the job tat i apply..They reject mi..Sad..Worse..They say i not suitable 4 tis job bcoz of my height and small in size.. i must start jumping le so tat can grow a few more cm..

Tml had 2 apply my course again..Hope i can get in lor..Parents r saying tat i am lazy le..Why? Is it bcoz i not studying and working nw? What kind of job should i choose? I must choose a job tat i also can go church..I don wan 2 miss it...

Long long no see

Yoz...just came back..hmm..don know wat 2 blog..i know a guy recently, he jio mi out...beg mi 4 so long..Everyday, sms mi...i can one day receive abt 25 msg from him...so fan...He so tall lor..He stand up, i haven even reach his shoulder...SO TALL.. i see him till my neck tired..Is he ok 2 mi..

Don know wat 2 study nw..cannot go in 2 Accounts in ITE(simei).
Stopping piano le..My aunty help mi find a job le..mayb working soon bah..

sorry..

hmm..finally, my com is ok..thankz tim... i stopping piano soon le..hmm..i still don know wat 2 do..finding job but no job tat allow mi 2 get off on sat & sun..i wan 2 go church..Life is so bored..and i always play computer games..sianz..

I hope my family also can go wif mi 2 church..God, when will tis happen? i will wait till the day comes..Lord, i hope u can change diana's mind..She don dare 2 come church..She scared 2 face some of the youths..Lord, clear her mind..she still love u..She nwadays, so busy abt her project..U give her the wisdom 2 do it..She is a clever and cheerful gal tat i know since she born..i wan 2 see her smile again..

Why is tis happening?

Galz are alwayz a toy..and guyz are playing it..Why? Galz gave more than recieve..When is the true love coming..they only know how 2 play then loving us...

Happy time don really last..

Time fly so fast..Life is special.. nw at my cousin's house..don know wat 2 do..hmm..so i blog..wat 2 type? Anyway, thankz god 4 letting mi 2 come..and we had lots of fun sia..But veri fast..is going b late le..soon we hav go home..

Hmm..i received a sms..is a guy send mi de..He ask mi a lots of things, but i only tell him some..hee hee..i still thinking abt the question he asked mi..

Chinese new year..

Wow..i had a wonderful new year eve dinner..thank god..every1 enjoy..

Hmm..Happy new year! Today, wearing new clothes..yeah.. Morning, went wif pa pa 2 lion dance..Noon, went 2 grandma house(father's side).. Then 2 ah ma house(mom's side).. Go some others place also..feel tired le...i also play wif my cousins poker cards..hmm..not bad sia..i won $10..but lost at mahjong..arr..cannot, tml must win back..

Never go church today..Have a chinese new year service but can't go.. Never mind, tue, they mayb coming my house 4 a visit..Ok lor..(yawn) Hmm..too tired le..feel like sleeping le..Gd nite! Seem tat my eyes can't stand anymore..Ok..Time 2 sleep..

hmm..tired sia

Today, help out in cleaning the house..pack my cardboard..sianz..Nw then i know, i got so much rubbish in my cardboard..wow, time pass so fast..i haven eaten my lunch..so hungry..had 2 ownself cook fried rice..no one at hm..Mum went OG 2 buy new year clothes..Say abt new year clothes, i still lack of one jeans and a top 2 suit my skirt..Left only 5 days..arr..how?

Sunday(22/1)..After service, went out wif the youths..we walk from Heeren..to Cine, Taka, Wisma then Far East...Walk so much but never found any clothes i like..Waste of time sia..

my future?

hmm..i mayb studying accounting..A lots of people say accounting is gd 2 mi and my future..ok la.. Just came back from prayer meeting..Pray 4 a lots of sick people and learn a lot of bible things..hmm..hope tat the lord can heal them..

Chinese new year is coming le..quite fast sia..For kids like us, only collecting hong bao..but for the adults, hee hee..they hav 2 take out their money.. I also hope tat chinese new year is every day, so tat i can buy new clothes..haha..

End here..Happy new year 2 every1..tk care! God bless..

hmm..sad

1/1/06(Sunday)(7pm)
Why do i like 2 go church? Mayb bcoz is tis church tat bring me 2 God..And is the people in the church tat let me know God..The youths r nice & kind..Aunty Sally is the ones tat teaches me a lot of bible knowledge..Thankz a lots 2 them..
Today, we hav outdoor service. I enjoyed a lots. After service, some of the youths came back 2 church 4 meeting. They are voting 4 the chairman of the youth service. I don know tat i cannot vote, so i went 2 vote and suddenly aunty sally, in front of some youths, stopped me. I was shocked. My heart sank..i don know tat i don hav any place in her heart..They should tell me b4 i vote..i was so bai peh..I wanted 2 cry but not in front of them..
Sorry tat i said tis..but i will still belong 2 tis church & youth group..(read le but don say out)

hmm..lame leh..

Christmas over..but never forget the happy moments..hee hee..New year is coming le, i still don know wat 2 do leh.. Should i continue studying or working? Waiting 4 ans..

yeah! Merry Christmas! (25/12/05)

Ho ho hO..Merry Christmas! Just came back from the Lee's family..So tired sia. We slept at abt 5.30am..i first time so late sleep..We play mahjong the whole night..today, going godma's house celebrate then go my uncle's house..never go church..hmm..haven tell some of u yet..i not working nw le..Hope today i will have a wonderful celebration ba.. later, i had 2 go church and pass them the presents tat i brought from malaysia..Hope they like it..Anyway, it's food & sweets.. Ok! Time 2 prepare my lunch le..Hungry le..Tk care! Wish u all a merry x'mas..God bless..

thankz..

thankz god.. Yesterday, Eliza & Cheris from my youths came and visited mi..thankz sia.. Nw working, so never blog 4 so long le.. i miss church leh! They hav so much programs but i cannot join bcoz of working.. Today, i need 2 train some1 leh..first time.. hee hee.. Some time u can see mediacorp actess/actor when u r working..haha..gd right? Oh..i going malaysia on 17/12, cannot join the church dance.. Sad..veri sad..but i still will go 4 the dance practice on every Tue.. Tk care..Smile!

so big lor..

Wow..so big lor..ToyRus at Suntec is veri big sia..My legs are so tired..Walk here walk there..Talked to 10 customers, only 1 respond de.. so many proud people there.. But luckily, i meet a gd friend there..He is quite friendly..hmm..hee hee.. I should start work at 17 nov de but i tell them tat i need 2 go church and tell them first.. Sunday, i told them and also brought some chocolates and sweets 4 them..so sorry..i again not going church 4 two months..Veri sorry.. By the way, thankz 4 the prayers..i am so touched..

Working le, cannot take off on Sunday..Miss church, miss them lor..Is them who let mi know God de.. Without them.. still nw, i still don believe..Thankz a lots 2 aunty sally, tim and all the youths.. I will try my best 2 come back church as soon as possible..and learn more abt God..

arr..raining..

hehe..i got a job le..It's at Suntec ToyRus, but only Tuesday off..How 2 go church? Tian kong is raining nw..one person at hm, so scared of thunder..Lord, take away the fear from mi.. Tis week is my last 2 go church..i must enjoy myself wif them b4 i go work on Monday.. Again, two months cannot church..arr, hate sia..hate the feeling.. Should i go oversea during Dec? Life is full of questions/problems..hmm..mayb tis is wat our lord test us, like our exam like tat..hee hee..oh my..(i jump up) suddenly thunder went so loud..better don use com le..later thunder strike my com, it will blow de..

hmm..changing my blogskin..

hMm..today, last day of sch le..i think i will miss the happy moments in sch.. Take care, my friendz.. oh ya..i change my blogskin le..hee hee.. became fairyland..haha..i find it cute..hmm..last sunday, i went 2 play the Moloploy game..lots of fun..wish tat our church also hav tis.. Tml, going interview le..so excited..going 2 work again but i scared tat if i worked, i cannot go church le..How? i miss church..i miss my churchmates..God guide me 2 the correct way..

10/11/05~nothing 2 do

Today, no sch..stay at home.. quite bored..play games on net..hmm..sianz sia..feel like watching movie but must save money first..

Must study 4 next week exam le..