My Birthday & Update

Happy Birthday Cons!


Suppose to meet Diana on Sat but didn.. She cannot think of a way to meet me. Mayb this is something tat we face all this time. We already say that we are meeting up as i'm just too free. No work or Cell group for me on tat day. Thought tat was our gd time. Things don go smooth in wat we think, Diana got to cut hair plus must go wif her mom.. I ask her to plan/decide on wat to do but she gave up. I suggested a few plans, she insisted on her way. Never mind! Bcoz at least, she said sorry.. And i forgive.


Thank you for blessing on my birthday... Thanks for those sms wishes!

So so...Long time...

Time to type something le.. After so long, still not much to update and blog about..

Do have something change in my life.. Hope to get better:

~My walk with God

~My relationship with Diana

~My lover in my heart

~Friends/Family


Who is my future? What is my future?


I love U!! I really want U!!

Quarrel

I quarrel with diana today.. So pissed off.. Mayb we need a time of cooling down..

Our relationship is going on slope.

Work work..

Sat- Went out with diana to play basketball, then went cell group at church.

Today(Sun)- Must reach church at 12pm, leading worship for Teens, also feel nervous now.. Hope God will send his holy spirt onto me.. I need him today!

I don think i made it..

I don think i pass my childcare course.. Still no news of it... Worry.. I not gd in studying, got no confidence in passing..

My workplace friends asked me to go take O'level.. I got no confidence la.. Really scared of taking tis risk.

How? How?

Wat should i do? Where is my future? How can i reach to my family hopes on me?

Photos

Photos during CNY period

Oooo...

Time to blog something..

Today, went swimming with Ling.. Luckily no rain.. Even it's a short time, due to my father going home.. I feel that we had fun. Not the way that we keep to ourself but talk and understand each other.. And she love SHOW nw, means by the singer Luo Zhi Xiang aka Xiao Zhu.. Hee hee.. Small pig! Haahaaha.


My god bro went oversea le.. His father sponsor him de.. God ma went wif him.. Still not back yet.

Chinese new year reaching soon.. Abt 2 weeks left only. Brought some clothes but still not plan wat to wear. The feeling is still like.. Wanting to buy more clothes..


Work? Yeah.. working is fun but time to feel tired and restless.. All the best, Sin Ying! Jia you! The children are ur sunshine.. Cheers!


My life? The guy i like, hav gone.. I'm not sad.. God hav better plan for me de.. The guy tat like me, i told him to give up.. But i know he wouldn give up de.. I still praying over my love life.. Other than this, my life is almost the same..

Closer to God each day!

Started to miss them..

Arr.. starting to miss my God-bros.. They are leaving to Aust soon after O'level end.. True.. We are not close but we are once a close cousin. So still got many memories in my heart. Miss all cousins too.. They are those who forever close.. close cousins..

Course is starting to stress me.. Lots of projects and assessments le. No holiday for me.. Sad sad..

Some words to my cousins..

Hey hey,

time fly...

Everyone grows up le..


Do u think meeting each other is easy nw? The ans is No.. Each of us hav our own things. We will be busy and busy..

Typing tis post, for my dear cousins to understand.. As...


Viceroy will be going oversea for studies. Wish u all the best for ur O'level. I only can type here bcoz he block me in MSN and we rarely see each other. Bo pian.. I started to miss him as he is my god-bro. I know u will hate me. But i still wan to wish u all the best. No matter u are my god-bro or cousin, i really hope u can treat me as ur family member.
Vickie also my god-bro. I agree tat i shouldn be both of your god-sis, as i am not close to u all. Ling should be the one and she is much more better than me.

Jun Jie, i know u stop wushu le. I don wan to ask much. Not much to tell u.. but i like to wish u all the best for ur O'level. Ling, my dearest, i know i hurt u lots.. SORRY! Very sorry! I am not a gd cousin, so please forgive me. I beg u all, pls treat me as ur cousin.. I don wan to be the odd ones.. I wan to hav fun with all of u..


I love all of u, my dear cousins..
Pls don leave me!

Photos of updates

9th Aug'07.. National Day!

How hot is my National Day? Hmm.. Can say not very. But i love my dad! He knows tat no one wan to be crazy like me.. Doing tattoos on arms. Why didn i put on face? Pai Seh la...



So my father being so gd... He went to put it on face and went crazy with me.. Thanks pa pa..

nothing much to smile

There is a smile tat worth it. But where is the smile? I'm missing tat smile. I wan it back! Who can give me?

No more in life.


Part of my life is missing.



Even nw i smile at u, u will never see the best smile from me. Hurt is not the point but is you tat must think of wat u done. You hav never think why friends don need u. And your thinking is only till tat point.

Photos on 21/7/07

My birthday celebration

My birthday is on 24 July.


My friends celebrated for me on 21 July. It's a surprise day with a surprise cake and a surprise gifts. They really use lots of effort to help me celebrate. Thanks, my dear friends.. I will upload the photos for u all to see.


The actual day of my birthday, i went work. Didn take off bcoz no program mah.. Haha.. My childcare teachers did brought me some vouchers as my present. They even brought a mini cake and the children sang for me. During dinner, my dad asked us to Pu Tian Restaurant to eat as a celebration for my birthday.

By the way, thanks to all who wished me. There are some special and cute ones..like from my aunties & uncle, Rachel, Yan Hui, Cherie, Tim, Eliza, Cheris, Sophia, Gabriel, Angeline, Hwa ee, Lay Yong, Hui Ling, Victor kor, Vickie kor, etc..

Thanks for the presents tat u all gave me.. I love them! I love u too!

Father's side ah ma's b'day dinner.

Just came back from the restaurant.. Bored.. Wanting to go out but only some is ok wif it. Many were tired. Never mind. Next time bah or mayb next few years then hav the chance.
By the way, the dinner didn fill my stomach bcoz when people stop eating, i stop too.. Plus hurting my mood. So didn eat enough. Reach home, start eating the buns tat should be for tml breakfast. Sorry.. Still hungry.

I think tonight is not a wonderful dinner by looking around.. Some tired, some keeps talking.. some alone.. Hmm.. but for me, .... totally spoilt my mood.. BUT... Being in that mood, i went around to take photos. I didn take any photo from my table bcoz it's only left with three gals..and 1 guy. See? No meaning in taking them.. Don feel like forcing them too.. So went on taking other tables. I should say, the most enjoyable table is from all the cousins. But sadly to say, i'm never ever involve in tat table b4.. Usually, always the guys. Funny right? All cousins cannot sit together and hav fun. Ok! Started to sing and blow cake.. My camera went batt low. Wat is the problem sia?


The night didn end meaningless.. One of the big kor kor came and talk to me. He is attending New Creation Church. He told me lots of things that really help me to bring back my mood. Not feeling bored and lonely nw. Cool~

Fatherly love (Feeding dessert)





















Two cuties (Twist)

After so long...

After so long of not blogging.. Hmm.. Not much changes from me. Still the person tat is dislike by someone. Didn show out the hate but always unhappy abt me.. Wat wrong with me? Is it my wrong? Did i not care abt u? Questions & questions are all in my mind.. How can i make u happy?
I mayb not good in making someone smile but i trying.. Why can't u give me chance or guide me?





I'm losing...



I'm tired...




I'm giving up soon







When will you be there for me?






I hoping to be with you always!

Confirm of my work in Childcare

My work have changed to full-time childcare asst. teacher.. Yeah.. Today is my last day working part-time.. And will be stop working at my aunty place soon.. She is still so busy and i feel bad tat i didn help her much..


Don really know wat to say.. I really wan to thank a lots of people and thank God tat he had put tis people in my life.


Tim is leaving the ministy but he is always kept in our heart. He had done a lots of things tat helped me and many others.. I would like to thank Tim behalf of the youths.

Updates on MRT trip with the children.

Hey hey.. I really enjoyed in my childcare job.. The teachers and aunties there are very good to me.. But i don really like Miss Koh.. She is choosy. Small problem also make till big problem.. Anyway, i'm ok wif it.. I really love kids no matter they sings, laugh or sleep. They are all cute and clever kids.

Today, the teachers brought all the children to take MRT. Wow... This is my first outing with all those children. We brought them to Sun Plaza and to eat at Macdonald.. I found out tat Eric (One of the kids) scared of the Macdonald's man.. Hahaha.. After eating, went to take MRT back to Bishan. On the way back in the train, our cute little Mohammed Khair almost felt asleep.. A lots of people laughed at his looks on tiredness. We can't stop laughing too. Indeed, it's really a tired day.




I'm still working at my aunty place.. i wouldn leave bcoz i still need the money to pay my bills and shopping too. Mayb will leave when the childcare give me a confirm answer. Money is getting little and little.. Spent a lots le..

Photo taken on 19 May'07

Celebrated Jia Xin's birthday at Kbox & went for steamboat for dinner...

A day where the answer is out.. Don worry! I wouldn give up so early.. BUT.. Pls don let me wait too long.. The songs will forever kept in my heart till the owner come and collect. Sound weird.. But never mind.