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Photos of a new me!!

2011-09-20T21:01:00.002+08:00

Going though my Jaw Operation

2011-07-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

Hi all, i'm back... A new face, new looks. How do i look like now?? Weird? Chubby? Kiddie? Haahaa..

Two weeks before my jaw operation date, i went to SGH for blood transfusion which means i took 2 packets of my blood to keep for use on my operation.

On 8 June.. The day of my operation. Reached hospital at 8am. Operation starts around 9.15am and end at abt 4 plus... By the time i'm awake, it's around 5 plus. I was put in the more important room (Emergency ward). Sooner or later, my parents and relatives also came to visit me at ward 57, room 24, bed 9. After 3 days of staying in hospital.. I can go home le!!

Resting and at home for 2 months.. Most difficult period is when people eat, i only can look at them eat. True enough, i slim down 3kg in just 2 weeks. Time passed.. Soon i going back to my workplace on 1st Aug.

THANKS GOD FOR BEING WITH ME THROUGH MY OPERATION & RECOVERY :)

Life sucks

2011-03-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

Life is always giving u choices to choose..but in every choice, u got to have consequence.. Once u missed the chance, time didn't allow u to go back.. Lose it means forever. Don think the past, Sin Ying. Believe in urself tat a better guy will be coming.

Working life is in a mess.. Don feel like going to work on this type of environment.
Ms Noora-Show favoritism and only allow her close friends to go on leave. Create a fake facebook account to just add some non-close friends which has no update photos/status. Wat the point?? Then ur actual account cannot add me meh? Only add Mel & Crystal. Wat are u telling me abt u? U just don even put us in ur eyes. Nw i know why Chen lao shi/Nur/Siti/Jackie leave this place. This childcare will only let teachers leave slowly if u don change.

I soon will leave too!!!

My life will be renew

2011-01-26T22:54:00.003+08:00

Time to say bye... but i don use to it when u are not with me. I miss your smile, your laughter, your concern and care for me. I miss your hugs. Didn see u waiting for me at my workplace is like something missing at there. Everyday, i will look at the window, searching for u. I truly must say i really did love u before but sorry to say we can only be friend.
I need some time to forget u...
I need some time to accept tat we are friend already.

I keeps telling myself true love will bless us one day. BUT WHEN?? I getting older each year, seeing my friend marry and live a wonderful life. Something is really missing in my life.

Photos

2010-10-13T23:52:00.003+08:00

Batam trip joke

2010-08-10T21:34:00.004+08:00

I miss my sch life

2010-05-07T00:23:00.003+08:00

Working life is so tired.. Wanting to slack also got no time to do that.. Work for money, money for spending, spend without thinking... What's a life i have.. :(

Will u still be there for me?

Update of blogskin

2009-10-29T23:12:00.002+08:00

Yes.. i like MICKEY... Finally, changed a skin tat i like.. heehee..

I had been busy for so long.. Thinking of slacking le, not really slack but rest.. Very tired of working life!! When can i leave my workplace??

Oh where are you? Future is unseen..

2009-10-26T16:53:00.000+08:00

Just for laughs

2009-08-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

MUTHU & THE INTERVIEWER*

Interviewer: 'What is your birth date?'

Muthu : '13th October.'

Interviewer : 'Which year?'

Muthu : 'Every year.'

*****

*MUTHU & HIS MANAGER*

The Manager asked Muthu at an interview... .

Can you spell a word that has more than 100 letters in it?'

Muthu replied: 'P-O-S-T-B-O- X.'

*****

*MUTHU & LONDON TRIP*

After returning from a foreign trip, Muthu asked his wife, 'Do I look like a foreigner?'

Wife: 'No! Why?'

Muthu : 'In London , a lady asked me, 'Are you a foreigner?'. . that's why.'

Wife : ?????????

*****

*MUTHU & TOURIST*

A tourist from U.S.A. asked Muthu whether any great man was born in his village...

Muthu said , 'No sir, only babies were born here.'

*****

*MUTHU & HIS EXPERIMENT*

Muthu was doing an experiment with a cockroach. First he cut off one leg and told it to 'WALK! WALK!'

The cockroach walked. Then he cut off it's second leg and told the same. The cockroach walked.

Then he cut off the third leg and did the same.

Finally, he cut off its fourth leg and ordered it walk!

But the cockroach didn't walk.

Suddenly, Muthu said loudly, 'I found it. If we cut a cockroach's four legs, it becomes deaf.'

*****

*MUTHU & DRIVER*

When Muthu was travelling with his wife in a motorised tricycle, the driver adjusted the mirror.

Muthu shouted, 'You are trying to see my wife, eh? Sit in the back. I will drive.'

*****

*MUTHU GOES TO HOTEL*

Muthu went into a hotel. To wash his hands, he went to the washbasin.

Then when he had finished, he started washing the basin.

Seeing this, the manager asked what was he doing.

Muthu pointed towards the signboard

'* WASH BASIN * '

*****

*MUTHU & INTERVIEWER - FINAL PART*

Interviewer : 'Just imagine you're in the 20th floor of a building and it's on fire. How will you escape?'

Muthu: 'It's simple.. I will just stop my imagination. '

*****

*Oh... Lastly.... I forgot ............ the funniest.... *

At a political rally, Muthu was arrested. Why????????? ???

Because a lady journalist with a badge which read '*PRESS*' pinned on the right part of her blouse walked past him... and he did it!

Update...

2009-06-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. Long time didn update.

I been working in childcare for 2+ years. Wah.. Long sia! What did i learn?? hmm, taking care of kids is not easy. Knowing them, teaching them, control them..etc... Must most difficult is Control them. Making the kids listen to u is difficult. Time fly!! I only got two cert during this 2 years-Basic & First-Aid.. Omg..

I been in a relationship since 22 Dec 2008. I still working on this 5+ months relationship. There will be times when i want to give up.. I give to the Lord in my prayer. Till now, we are still together. I hope God bless us and teach us more. I really want to be wif pat.

I will remember those days you are with me and the love you give me..

Photos update

2009-05-09T01:15:00.001+08:00

I love playing pool

2009-04-02T22:29:00.002+08:00

I love playing pool.. Really love it.. Anyone want to play with me? U are welcome to play with me. I don really play well but hope i do improve my skills in playing. If u got play with me before, play with me again to see whether i improve..

I LOVE playing pool!!!!

Not me swimming

2009-04-01T22:38:00.004+08:00

Why do i have this feeling in me?

2009-03-29T23:50:00.002+08:00

Reached church early. Talked to Valerie & Yvonne. Even though there isn’t much things to say. Most of the topic is on Val. Ah yi reached church, asked me “Why you wear this today?” I was saying that later I going to Jin Wang’s sis bday party. Time passed by very quickly. Teens having their movie. I suppose to go off with Jin Wang to meet Patrick but Valerie hope that we can stay. I went to talk to Jin Wang and very fast Jin Wang already said ok. I know is not because of me or is my reward to please him. All because of Val. I really jealous! I had been thinking all this while since I know Jin Wang. I don’t understand why my heart is giving me this weird feeling. Every time I see him, I need some time to let him off my mind.

We took cab to the chalet. I was so blurr and unknown to the people there. None of them I know. So which means I got no one to talk to. Patrick trying to keep me feels better. He asked my primary school classmate to talk to me. Even though she is my classmate, we have not contact for a long time, so I still feel weird.

After the birthday cake was blown, most of them had to go back home. The day was getting to the end. Patrick & Jin Wang decided to swim, while I waiting for my dad call. I took Jin Wang hp, asked him permission, and look at his msg. The feeling of jealous came again. Didn’t read the entire msg and soon my dad called.

Reached home, went to bath. But my mind never stops flashing on Jin Wang. Heart can feel the hurting. I don’t know why do I feel this way. I don’t dare to tell anyone as people know my stead is Patrick. Sms Jin Wang to hope that some encourage words from him. To my disappointment, he didn’t. I know I am neither pretty nor cute. Suddenly, I took my phone and called Valerie. I trying to disturb her with some jokes but I didn’t. I have no courage to do that. Talked for a few seconds, we hang up. I think it is time for me to sleep, went to my bed. Tears went down, started to cry. My heart really feels like crying. The bitter feeling really make me feel difficult to breathe. Didn’t sleep well the whole night.

Who can tell me "Why" do i have this feeling in me? And this feeling came right after the youth camp.

Time to update...

2009-02-03T22:50:00.001+08:00

Time fly... flying fast.. I'm going to be 21 years old.. What will be my future?

Update: I really like him more each day.. I believe tat we are just simply loving each other.
Working life is still the same.. Will never change till i found something better.
My christian is already confirm on 21 Dec 2008. A day i married to Jesus!
The baby i carried is my uncle's son-Lim Yu Zhe. Love him too.. He knows how to smile at u if u love him. So cute baby!

Photos

2008-11-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

More Photos

2008-08-24T13:37:00.001+08:00

Photos

2008-08-24T13:09:00.002+08:00

My Birthday & Update

2008-07-28T22:17:00.051+08:00

Happy Birthday Cons!

Suppose to meet Diana on Sat but didn.. She cannot think of a way to meet me. Mayb this is something tat we face all this time. We already say that we are meeting up as i'm just too free. No work or Cell group for me on tat day. Thought tat was our gd time. Things don go smooth in wat we think, Diana got to cut hair plus must go wif her mom.. I ask her to plan/decide on wat to do but she gave up. I suggested a few plans, she insisted on her way. Never mind! Bcoz at least, she said sorry.. And i forgive.

Thank you for blessing on my birthday... Thanks for those sms wishes!

So so...Long time...

2008-07-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

Time to type something le.. After so long, still not much to update and blog about..

Do have something change in my life.. Hope to get better:

~My walk with God

~My relationship with Diana

~My lover in my heart

~Friends/Family

Who is my future? What is my future?

I love U!! I really want U!!

Quarrel

2008-03-30T10:06:00.025+08:00

I quarrel with diana today.. So pissed off.. Mayb we need a time of cooling down..

Our relationship is going on slope.

Work work..

Sat- Went out with diana to play basketball, then went cell group at church.

Today(Sun)- Must reach church at 12pm, leading worship for Teens, also feel nervous now.. Hope God will send his holy spirt onto me.. I need him today!

I don think i made it..

2008-03-14T23:10:00.017+08:00

I don think i pass my childcare course.. Still no news of it... Worry.. I not gd in studying, got no confidence in passing..

My workplace friends asked me to go take O'level.. I got no confidence la.. Really scared of taking tis risk.

How? How?

Wat should i do? Where is my future? How can i reach to my family hopes on me?

Photos

2008-02-22T23:23:00.003+08:00

Photos during CNY period

2008-02-22T22:51:00.004+08:00

Oooo...

2008-01-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

Time to blog something..

Today, went swimming with Ling.. Luckily no rain.. Even it's a short time, due to my father going home.. I feel that we had fun. Not the way that we keep to ourself but talk and understand each other.. And she love SHOW nw, means by the singer Luo Zhi Xiang aka Xiao Zhu.. Hee hee.. Small pig! Haahaaha.

My god bro went oversea le.. His father sponsor him de.. God ma went wif him.. Still not back yet.

Chinese new year reaching soon.. Abt 2 weeks left only. Brought some clothes but still not plan wat to wear. The feeling is still like.. Wanting to buy more clothes..

Work? Yeah.. working is fun but time to feel tired and restless.. All the best, Sin Ying! Jia you! The children are ur sunshine.. Cheers!

My life? The guy i like, hav gone.. I'm not sad.. God hav better plan for me de.. The guy tat like me, i told him to give up.. But i know he wouldn give up de.. I still praying over my love life.. Other than this, my life is almost the same..

Closer to God each day!

Started to miss them..

2007-11-08T14:55:00.000+08:00

Arr.. starting to miss my God-bros.. They are leaving to Aust soon after O'level end.. True.. We are not close but we are once a close cousin. So still got many memories in my heart. Miss all cousins too.. They are those who forever close.. close cousins..

Course is starting to stress me.. Lots of projects and assessments le. No holiday for me.. Sad sad..

Some words to my cousins..

2007-10-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hey hey,

time fly...

Everyone grows up le..

Do u think meeting each other is easy nw? The ans is No.. Each of us hav our own things. We will be busy and busy..

Typing tis post, for my dear cousins to understand.. As...

Viceroy will be going oversea for studies. Wish u all the best for ur O'level. I only can type here bcoz he block me in MSN and we rarely see each other. Bo pian.. I started to miss him as he is my god-bro. I know u will hate me. But i still wan to wish u all the best. No matter u are my god-bro or cousin, i really hope u can treat me as ur family member.
Vickie also my god-bro. I agree tat i shouldn be both of your god-sis, as i am not close to u all. Ling should be the one and she is much more better than me.

Jun Jie, i know u stop wushu le. I don wan to ask much. Not much to tell u.. but i like to wish u all the best for ur O'level. Ling, my dearest, i know i hurt u lots.. SORRY! Very sorry! I am not a gd cousin, so please forgive me. I beg u all, pls treat me as ur cousin.. I don wan to be the odd ones.. I wan to hav fun with all of u..

I love all of u, my dear cousins..
Pls don leave me!

Photos of updates

2007-10-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

9th Aug'07.. National Day!

2007-08-11T18:00:00.000+08:00

How hot is my National Day? Hmm.. Can say not very. But i love my dad! He knows tat no one wan to be crazy like me.. Doing tattoos on arms. Why didn i put on face? Pai Seh la...

So my father being so gd... He went to put it on face and went crazy with me.. Thanks pa pa..

nothing much to smile

2007-08-07T21:02:00.002+08:00

There is a smile tat worth it. But where is the smile? I'm missing tat smile. I wan it back! Who can give me?

No more in life.

Part of my life is missing.

Even nw i smile at u, u will never see the best smile from me. Hurt is not the point but is you tat must think of wat u done. You hav never think why friends don need u. And your thinking is only till tat point.

Photos on 21/7/07

2007-07-26T00:45:00.000+08:00

My birthday celebration

2007-07-26T00:35:00.000+08:00

My birthday is on 24 July.

My friends celebrated for me on 21 July. It's a surprise day with a surprise cake and a surprise gifts. They really use lots of effort to help me celebrate. Thanks, my dear friends.. I will upload the photos for u all to see.

The actual day of my birthday, i went work. Didn take off bcoz no program mah.. Haha.. My childcare teachers did brought me some vouchers as my present. They even brought a mini cake and the children sang for me. During dinner, my dad asked us to Pu Tian Restaurant to eat as a celebration for my birthday.

By the way, thanks to all who wished me. There are some special and cute ones..like from my aunties & uncle, Rachel, Yan Hui, Cherie, Tim, Eliza, Cheris, Sophia, Gabriel, Angeline, Hwa ee, Lay Yong, Hui Ling, Victor kor, Vickie kor, etc..

Thanks for the presents tat u all gave me.. I love them! I love u too!

Father's side ah ma's b'day dinner.

2007-07-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

Just came back from the restaurant.. Bored.. Wanting to go out but only some is ok wif it. Many were tired. Never mind. Next time bah or mayb next few years then hav the chance.
By the way, the dinner didn fill my stomach bcoz when people stop eating, i stop too.. Plus hurting my mood. So didn eat enough. Reach home, start eating the buns tat should be for tml breakfast. Sorry.. Still hungry.

I think tonight is not a wonderful dinner by looking around.. Some tired, some keeps talking.. some alone.. Hmm.. but for me, .... totally spoilt my mood.. BUT... Being in that mood, i went around to take photos. I didn take any photo from my table bcoz it's only left with three gals..and 1 guy. See? No meaning in taking them.. Don feel like forcing them too.. So went on taking other tables. I should say, the most enjoyable table is from all the cousins. But sadly to say, i'm never ever involve in tat table b4.. Usually, always the guys. Funny right? All cousins cannot sit together and hav fun. Ok! Started to sing and blow cake.. My camera went batt low. Wat is the problem sia?

The night didn end meaningless.. One of the big kor kor came and talk to me. He is attending New Creation Church. He told me lots of things that really help me to bring back my mood. Not feeling bored and lonely nw. Cool~

2007-07-14T00:15:00.000+08:00

Fatherly love (Feeding dessert)

Two cuties (Twist)

After so long...

2007-07-07T11:30:00.000+08:00

After so long of not blogging.. Hmm.. Not much changes from me. Still the person tat is dislike by someone. Didn show out the hate but always unhappy abt me.. Wat wrong with me? Is it my wrong? Did i not care abt u? Questions & questions are all in my mind.. How can i make u happy?
I mayb not good in making someone smile but i trying.. Why can't u give me chance or guide me?

I'm losing...

I'm tired...

I'm giving up soon

When will you be there for me?

I hoping to be with you always!

Confirm of my work in Childcare

2007-05-30T17:40:00.000+08:00

My work have changed to full-time childcare asst. teacher.. Yeah.. Today is my last day working part-time.. And will be stop working at my aunty place soon.. She is still so busy and i feel bad tat i didn help her much..

Don really know wat to say.. I really wan to thank a lots of people and thank God tat he had put tis people in my life.

Tim is leaving the ministy but he is always kept in our heart. He had done a lots of things tat helped me and many others.. I would like to thank Tim behalf of the youths.

Updates on MRT trip with the children.

2007-05-23T17:00:00.000+08:00

Hey hey.. I really enjoyed in my childcare job.. The teachers and aunties there are very good to me.. But i don really like Miss Koh.. She is choosy. Small problem also make till big problem.. Anyway, i'm ok wif it.. I really love kids no matter they sings, laugh or sleep. They are all cute and clever kids.

Today, the teachers brought all the children to take MRT. Wow... This is my first outing with all those children. We brought them to Sun Plaza and to eat at Macdonald.. I found out tat Eric (One of the kids) scared of the Macdonald's man.. Hahaha.. After eating, went to take MRT back to Bishan. On the way back in the train, our cute little Mohammed Khair almost felt asleep.. A lots of people laughed at his looks on tiredness. We can't stop laughing too. Indeed, it's really a tired day.

I'm still working at my aunty place.. i wouldn leave bcoz i still need the money to pay my bills and shopping too. Mayb will leave when the childcare give me a confirm answer. Money is getting little and little.. Spent a lots le..

Photo taken on 19 May'07

2007-05-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Jia Xin's birthday at Kbox & went for steamboat for dinner...

A day where the answer is out.. Don worry! I wouldn give up so early.. BUT.. Pls don let me wait too long.. The songs will forever kept in my heart till the owner come and collect. Sound weird.. But never mind.

Photos taken on 13 May'07

2007-05-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

Photo of us

2007-05-05T09:56:00.000+08:00

I love ya!

Sick for four days le

2007-04-24T12:47:00.000+08:00

Arr.. have been sick for four days le.. Will it recover? LOrd heal me!

Wat happen? The communication between us have break down? Heart is also not link together.. Am i losing u soon?

My job also came to a choice.. Have to give up one of it..

I feel useless

2007-04-19T16:37:00.001+08:00

I don know why sometimes i feel tat i'm useless.. I don know how to let diana happy.. Don know how to teach my youths abt God's word.. Don know how to help those kids who need my help.. I even don know wat am i choosing? Wat wrong wif me?

I feel tired of living in a world tat everyone is doing their own things. Didn care abt each other feeling. Only think so themselves. When i need a hug, also don have.. i know tat someone is trying but haven reach my turn. That person hav been touching my heart.. Even, when i need a shoulder, no one can lend me.

I need more oxygen. I having difficulty in breathing. Really don feel like doing anything.

Can someone just lend a shoulder for me?
Can someone just give me a big hug?

Busy & tired Sat..

2007-04-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

Went for Methodist Walk at 7.30am... Got to wake up at 5am, abt 6.30am, uncle Victor fetched me.. But didn sleep well so had a bit headache. Reached there, waiting to start the walk.. When the horn sounds, everyone started the walk.. We decided to walk for 2km but in the end, we walked for 4km.. Wow.. After the walk, went to Pastor Gabriel Liew's house for a quick breakfast & lunch. Nice foods.. Thankz Pastor Liew.. We didn stay long, just for 30 mins.. after tat we all went home for rest. Many of us rushed home as we got to go church in the afternoon. I went home, sleep for half an hour, woke up for a bath and went to church for the easter outreach.

Reached church at 1pm.. Didn expect so late.. Actually should reach at 12.30pm. Never mind.. Went to help the youths, Kar Keat suddenly walked forward, asked me: "Hi Sin ying, are you ok? Need a rest first? U better rest first bcoz we still need u later." I answered: "Hi Kar Keat, oh.. i'm alright. Did went home for a rest." See caring people are alwayz there.. After Kar Keat asked, Gabriel asked me again.. Haha.. Mayb my face can tell tat i'm tired or mayb they know i went for the walk.

Suddenly, diana called.. She wan to go kbox. i went to meet her to pass her the card and in the meanwhile, went MRT fetch my friends. Brought Jia Xin & Yan Hui to the outreach. i did invite Diana too, but she don wan.. i can see God is working on her life bcoz she is changing to b better person. Ok.. still got Doris who still not reach.. i brought my friends to church first then turn back to the MRT to fetch Doris. The programme started with wonderful foods. We got to use the money to buy it.. haha.. Sound interesting? Is true.. We had lots of fun. No matter in games or the speaker, everyone is joining in it. God had the power to change someone.. Jia Xin wasn't in gd mood bcoz of Rocket but after tis outreach, she was smiling all the way. The outreach ended wif songs and God blessing.

To God Be The Glory.

Update on myself

2007-03-28T18:30:00.000+08:00

Blog blog blog... How people can blog so much things? i only blog when i hav time or something to tell people. Where do i hav time to blog everyday? So i think that blog is just a diary. Agree? Mayb diana don't.. Never mind.. i learning to control my tank. A tank of emotion. Being a christian hav to control the temper, cannot fight or scold people. This is wat God put us to test. It's not easy to pass this but do pray for wisdom and must remember God put u to test, is bcoz He believe u can do it.

Ok.. i should update my job with u all.. i currently working at a childcare centre at bishan and after that will go my aunty office to work.. So tired everyday.

In the job of a childcare asst. I work from 8.30am to 2pm. I learn a lots of things. Taking care of kids from the age of 18 mths to abt 3 years old.. So.. i learn to change their diapers. It's really a fun job.

I love 10th March 2007.

2007-03-16T14:00:00.000+08:00

Hi.. Hello.. I cannot don tell u tat i really love the bbq. The story is..... On 10th March 2007, Diana & i organise a bbq. We invited our friends and two unknown(Means friend's friend). Altogether abt 12 people. The starting of bbq, must start fire first.. Rocket is kind 2 help in starting fire, not like Alan..haha.. and while he doing the fire, Diana & me wash the place so tat it is clean. After all is ready, we had our bbq foods being serve by Rocket & Alan. None of the gals willing 2 cook the foods, let the guys do.. heehee.. We chat and eat at the same time. Really had a fun time together.

As Lay Yong was there too, i left my sit and went to sit beside her. She look better than the day i brought her 2 my church. I went 2 talk 2 her... and i told her abt God & Jesus. When i talking 2 her, my friends were curious on wat i am telling her. I didn say out eventhough i feel like.. I promised her tat i wouldn say out wat we are talking abt. After encouage and telling her, i went back 2 my group of friends. Suddenly, i heard them saying tat Lay Yong's eyes got tears. I was thinking if the Lord touches her heart..

At abt 9.30pm, my friends went home le. That was the time when the rest of us had laughter and tears of joy.. Only left Rocket, Danson, Yee Sheen, Grace, Diana & me.. only left the six of us enjoying the last part of the bbq. By the way, i really thank all of u tat make tis bbq a wonderful memories.

Lesser than last year

2007-03-06T12:40:00.001+08:00

Yea yea.. Counted my hong bao money.. Cool.. Got abt a total of $700..but is lesser than last year.. Feel like spending le, hands also itch 2 buy things.. Hmm.. Must control myself..

Last Sunday got commitee meeting but i never go.. Was excused from aunty sally. Miss a lots of the update. So sorry.. Bo pian! Need to go Suntec 4 the career fair. By the way, so happy tat my uncle and aunty come 2 my church on Sunday.. Wow.. God, are u working on them? Or mayb they come bcoz of fetching me 2 Suntec.. It's ok.. i will change 2 be more like Jesus, be more forgiving and not asking too much. Ok.. back 2 suntec.. Went 2 listen 2 some talk.. After walking 4 a while, met Wilson again at Suntec.. He also went 4 the career fair. Anyway, i can see tat he still looking forward 2 my reply. Didn't talk 2 him much for abt a month le.. And didn't see him for last two weeks but he came back again.. Look trouble and keep things in his heart. Aunty sally asked me but i don know.. Should i follow up wif him? Seem that he need 2 tell someone of his trust.

I'm didn't follow up wif my dear youths..not even my lambs in my care.. Valerie & Yvonne, so sorry! Hope i can find time for u all.. Forgive me from not doing my job..

Dearest God, pls don rain on tis Sat as i hav a BBQ.. Lord, bless the BBQ, and nothing will happen 2 any of us.. Thankz! AMEN!

Why do i feel so tired?

2007-02-27T17:00:00.001+08:00

Waiting for the Lunar New Year to pass.. Wanting to count my hong bao money.. Time to be busy again. Tired and sleepy.. Feel like sleeping through my whole life. Starting to be lazy.. Hmm.. Do i really care abt my future? Can i choose to be a guy? Mayb some of u know tat i look tomboy.. Being a guy is much better than being a girl.. I feel tired all the time.. Tired of choosing my life, tired of saying the meaning of love.. Saying to this brother of mine, yet he didn understand.. Diana may know who i am saying.. Tim mayb reading and guessing at the same time.

I don think i can be a gd secretary to the commitee.. Still nw i haven type finish the minutes of meeting and this coming Sunday is the meeting.. Wat happen to me? Should i tell aunty sally to find another person to do.. I not gd in writing and reading.. Oh.. i think Diana is going to ask me quit again.. By saying quiting is easy but the doing is hard, And i wouldn quit bcoz my family, relatives, cousins and etc.. I want them to accept Jesus.. So if those who want me 2 quit, know what to do.. Hee hee.. God is waiting 4 your heart 2 open..

CNY is coming.. but i don excited..

2007-02-14T16:49:00.000+08:00

Time fly fast as it is coming 2 Chinese New Year.. Let me wish u all nw bcoz i don hav time 2 go online. And i only blog when i really feel like..

Happy Chinese New Year! Blessed New Year! Wonderful New Year!

Enjoy taking the hong bao as we wish each other wif blessing.. hee hee..

I don feel the excited even it's coming to Chinese New Year.. So tired and sleepy tis week.. Want to go out wif friends but not much money to spend. So thinking of doing something else tat is much cheaper to do.. Hmm.. luckily, i brought my new year clothes le.. I spent almost $250 for all the new year stuffs..

I know tat many of u are praying for my family.. Thanks guyz.. My family hav promise to go when Lim Kok Heng ( My grandpa's bro ), come my church and my aunty promise to join my church.. God, continue to let ur love touch my dearest family, relatives, cousins, friends.. And protect Lay yong wif ur healing hands. I looking forward to see them seeking tis gift tat U hav given..

Update of blogskin

2007-02-01T15:30:00.000+08:00

How is my blogskin? Is it nice.. Do give some comments.. Hope u all who alwayz come 2 know my life like it. Thankz..

Darren, jia you! Dance and sing ur very best tis Sunday..
i am a bad example... Don follow..

Waiting.. Waiting..

2007-01-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

Waiting is a difficult job.. No choice but pray.. OK! Let's me update myself.. OYF kick off at Eliza's house at last Friday. Last Sat, some youths went 4 fusion at Suntec. I did learn some knowledge from the speakers.. After that, meet diana & yee sheen, went VIVO City 2 find the rest of the youths.. Had a gd dinner and enjoying playing pool.. hee hee.. i like playing pool nw.. Hmm.. For last Sunday, YYF kick off.. As i'm a first time cell leader, i still hav the nervous in my heart.. Continue praying as i stepping out of the boat towards Jesus..

Tis week, Sunday, is my church 113th anniversary.. All are welcome, is just a call.. So do call me if u wan 2 come.. Service start at 10am..

Tired.. Busy... True..

2007-01-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

Actually i didn think of blogging today as i really don know wat 2 blog.. Diana Yap Chin Ling..Hmm nice name.. LAmE hor.. Do u know i love u.. Hahaha.. Ok! Serious.. hee hee..

Thankz Sophia 4 the diary.. i'm using it nw.. Planning my week and all kinds of stuff.. Planning all the meetings and Youths fellowship.. Yeah! The Lord is using me 2 be a cell leader.. Guyz & Galz, do continue 2 pray 4 me as i stepping out of the boat.. Also pray 4 my faith in the Lord.. I also wan 2 thank my dear lao gong (Tim) as he is alwayz praying 4 me.. Bringing me back from church every week..

Looking forward 2 Friday/Saturday/Sunday as we will hav a wonderful time 2gether.. Oh.. do pray tat day no rain.. Raining days are spoiling my mood..

Pictures of my work

2007-01-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

Being a cousin in a family

2006-12-29T23:15:00.000+08:00

I know you all don like me 2 be a christian. I know tat all of you already didn wan me as a cousin. Even my sister is better than me.. right? As i say, you all don know wat is the meaning of christian and stop saying tat i have change. Ya ya.. I changed! I can agree wif you. I change becoz I love God more than wat i am the last time. You want me 2 quit church? I can tell you tat it's not going 2 happen. You said tat ur friends who are christian, only go church once/two times in a week. Ok! I goes church a lots of times becoz I want 2 be closer 2 God and I am already a committee member of the youths ministry so i need 2 go.. And i can see tat you all are trying 2 hide all the secret, even the eyes are preventing from me. When playing games, you all enjoy playing wif my sis, but when i join in then u all give me a sianz sianx look.. i can see de lor.. Sometimes, u all make fun of me, i didn get angry and i even allow you 2 continue becoz i just want the laughter and happiness from u all.. I just want 2 see a simple smile 2 prove tat i'm still can let u be happy. Hmm.. Since i was born till nw, i still let you all joke abt me.

I can say tat i still treat u all as my close best cousins but i know you didn treat me in tat way le.. Is ok! I wouldn angry wif you..

2006-12-23T14:16:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas Comment Graphics

Can i hav a better life?

2006-12-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

Arr.. i don like 2 make choices.. Choices give me lots of headache.. Every time when i goes out wif friends, i will feel the joy but nw.. Isn't happy or excited.. The feeling is like my heart having a hole.. Mayb bcoz everything in my life is in a mess.. Why mess? Every1 ask me 2 go out on the same day.. Who should i go out wif?

Example: Karen ask me 2 go 4 movie, but in the same day, Pooh ask me 2 go K-Box.. Wat? Who shall i choose? Headache sia..
If i choose Karen then Pooh will angry.. But if i choose Pooh then Karen will say tat i alwayz never care.. Why can't my life be easier? Both are my friends. Karen can be friend wif Pooh and we all can 2gether go out.. But one of them don wan bcoz she only wan me.

I really hav enough of all tis.. i still think tat only God is gd 2 me.. And in my heart no one can replace God.

Non-christian family

2006-12-04T16:40:00.000+08:00

Still hoping tat tis Dec can don work.. Got too much programs.. Let me tell u some main ones.. Sorry, not in order..

1. Retreat camp- 19 dec to 21 dec
2. Christmas party wif friendz- 22 dec
3. CCIS- 24 dec
4. Outing- 16 dec
5. Tim's friend- 27 dec
6. Welcome Party- 30 dec

Those who wan 2 go out wif me.. Sure! Just tell me so i can plan my things.. Or else, join my program so tat i don need 2 headache again.. True.. Being a only christian in my family is not easy.. Really hope tat they know God, His love, etc.. Oh.. saying abt tis, i thinking of diana.. She tag on my blog but don dare 2 go my church 2 tell.. She is also once a children of God but nw.. Mayb not..surely not.. But never mind.. i can continue 2 pray 4 u..

JOB..JoB.. Job..

2006-11-26T12:45:00.000+08:00

Can i don work on tis December.. really don feel like.. i want 2 join my church programs and my friends birthday party.. I told my parents but in the end is scolding and nagging from them.. My mom still say tat wan 2 tell aunty sally tat bcoz of church i become lazy.. Ya.. if i don work, no money 2 spent. My parents went 2 tell my aunties and cousins, so nw every1 ask me 2 forget abt church and better choice is go church when i am free.. and i am childish.. Wat? Can u believe i don go church 4 one month and i say tat i love God.. No! No! i really can't stand wat my parents do.. I love GOD and his house ( Church ).. No matter wat, i wouldn leave church and my dear youths bcoz i still got a lot of things 2 learn from them.. By the way, only the LOrd can heal my heart.

Thankz 4 all the prayer

2006-11-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

Hi.. thank God tat my uncle came home le.. He can go back 2 work le..

Eliza, jia you in ur coming exam.. Don worry, the lord will be wif u through all ur studying.. u are remembered in my prayer..

A verse 4 all of u:
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5-6)

Don know wat 2 type..

2006-11-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

My aunty just came out of the hospital but my ah gu(Mum's bro) went 4 operation and stay at East Shore Hospital nw.. Today, i went 2 visit him wif my mummy.. He still the way he is, having a smile on the face no matter wat happen.. That really brighten me.. We didn stay at the hospital too long.. Reached home, recieved a call from one of my relatives.. My mum answered the phone and heard tat my relative(Christian) went 2 hospital last nite bcoz of a sudden heart attack.. Nw still in ICU at Changi General Hospital.. In a week, total of three people tat are close 2 us went 2 hospital.. Lord, heal them..

Thankz God..

2006-11-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

Wow.. God is so gd... He is SO GOOD 2 me.. Why? Hmmm.. i saw Angeline today wif her parents at the MRT.. Of course, i went up & say hi.. but seem tat she & her parents are going 4 dinner soon, so i didn talk much 2 her.. Anyway.. Thankz God.. Finally, i can see her than i keep on thinking or guessing abt her life.. Thankz God..

A filming at Carpark..

2006-11-02T00:45:00.000+08:00

Sorry! I never go 2 prayer meeting last nite. I got 2 help diana in her project. We meet at 6pm. Abt 6.30pm, we reach Toa Payoh, planning 2 start our project but we found out that we still need glass wine 4 the filming. After we bought it, we went 2 Sam's house. Didn't expect tat the time already 7.30pm.. They ask me change the clothes that suit the story. At first, i don know wat is my role but after i know.. I was shocked, bcoz i need 2 role play having candlelight dinner wif a guy at the carpark. Hmm.. i was 2 put makeup and dress so formal. In my heart, never mind, since i willing 2 help diana in her project.

Ok.. i go straight 2 the important/funny things that happened. Firstly, i need 2 act that i'm his galfriend so..all the holding of hands and worse of all..there is a kissing role. Don worry, it's just acting, not real. But we still burst out of laughter. After all the fliming, the time was already almost 12am.. Wow, i can understand how tired 2 be an actor/actress. It's time 2 eat some food ( we didn't eat dinner). One of the team-mate sitted at a hole 2 enjoy his food. His face and action showed us tat he was too hungry 2 care abt the place.

Reached home around 12.30am.. In that minute of thinking, i don wan 2 work the next day as i'm sure i hav not enough of sleep.. But in the end, i still went 2 work.

Yeah!!

2006-11-01T16:00:00.000+08:00

God is good all the time.. Yeah, it's true.. He give me friendz, a wonderful family, cousins, my loving church youths.. Wow.. He is greater than wat we can think..

Ah..ya.. i got a new computer le.. Thankz Tim! Thankz 4 all the energy 4 doing tis computer.. Those tat dun know, we fix a new computer from 7pm to 1am.. Poor Tim, hav 2 come 2 my house on the next day 2 continue..

Got 2 update u all abt my work. Still got two weeks 2 take my pay(looking forward 2 the day). My work is like facing the computer 2 whole day by checking and editing the engineer project. Tis job is a intro by my cousin.. Since i accept le tis job so i will try my best 2 learn something in the company. At first i didn't wan tis job bcoz i don wan 2 hav fight wif him.. His mom is my godma..ya, i agree.. i look like a spy tat send by his mom. But i not tat type of person.. i just wan 2 be a gd god-sis or cousin but he keep thinking tat i wan 2 spy on him.. Viceroy, if u really don feel like seeing me working wif u then u tell me.. i don like 2 see people upset bcoz of me, i only wan a smile in ur face.. i really miss the time, when all the cousins are 2gether having fun & laughter.. Never mind, tat the past, it wouldn't be the present or future.. We are just like normal friend, not close anymore.

Today, i went 2 the career fair in ITE College East.. Hmm.. also meet some of my friends and we hav lunch 2gether.. Really miss the time when i still studying.. Ok.. end 4 today.. need a nap nw.. Still hav 2 help diana in her project later..

Computer spoilt

2006-10-14T12:05:00.000+08:00

Arr.. Starting of a day wif a scolding from mummy.. Hmm.. don feel like going out leh, except church bcoz in church i can feel better.. God's love is the only one tat can heal my heart..

Oh .. forgotten 2 tell u all tat my computer is spoilt.. so worse nw.. cannot go online often.. sianz.. i got 2 save money nw.. Really hav 2 save.. Bcoz i need 2 pay 4 my own computer..

Sick..becoz of the haze..

2006-10-07T13:10:00.000+08:00

Update of me...

On 3rd of October, is a Tuesday. I suddenly had block nose & sore thoat. I know tat I going 2 be sick.. After work, I went home 2 have my medicine. Till Thursday, it still didn't get well. Arr.. all becoz of the haze..

By the way, Wednesday, i didn't go prayer meeting bcoz of my health.. I know tat i got duty 4 the OHP.. Sorry, i cannot come..

Ok..back 2 Thursday.. Ya.. Finally, i went 2 see doctor.. The doctor didn't give me MC so next day i still have 2 work.. Hmm.. By nw, i still coughing.. and my voice change.. i nw sound like a man..hee hee.. Thank God, i didn't have sore thoat le..

Sat.. i don think i going church.. i better stay at home & rest.. Hope tat i can recover soon.. I will be back, my dear youths..

Tim, thankz 4 ur sms.. Care 4 all of us all the time.. Pray 4 all of us..

Only Sat & Sun

2006-09-23T14:55:00.000+08:00

Sorry..never update often.. Only Sat/ Sun can update.. sianz.. Keep on feeling tired..

Hope 2 go shopping later.. Feel like buying clothes 4 myself.. Don know wat 2 do nw..mayb meeting my sec friends later..

Nothing 2 say le.. Got 2 go..Bye!

Much better after all..

2006-09-15T23:35:00.000+08:00

Thankz every1.. All ur concern and love.. It really touch my heart.. If u all are not there esp my dearest youths, i mayb fall on the ground le.. Thankz God 4 sending all tis youths 2 my life.. They brighten my life.. No one may understand the feeling but i do.. Is just like when u are in the forest with fire burning and some1 came 2 save u out and cheer u.. U may scared till u can't talk but tis person pray 4 u..And even sit beside u till u are back 2 ur normal self..

Thankz Eliza 4 the sms tat let me know Lord is still beside me and the prayers.
Thanks Tim 4 the prayers and care 4 me.
Thankss all the youths 4 praying 4 me, i can feel the sisters and brothers love from all of u.
Thankzz Diana 4 2gether cried wif me in Long John Silver.

Do remember 2 pray 4 diana too bcoz she mayb having 心里问题.. She afraid of a lots of things suddenly.. And mayb need 2 see doctor if it is serious..

Ok.. Should end here le.. i not going church tml bcoz i meeting diana and her friendz.. Sorry!
i LovE u All..

Family problem..

2006-09-03T02:05:00.000+08:00

Family means Father And Mother I Love You.. But in my family, love has started 2 find funny.. Hmm..mayb bcoz my father going 2 lose his company anytime.. He already haven take salary 4 more than two months.. Nw he is so worry tat we hav no food/money. i wan 2 help but don know wat 2 do.. Arr..Yesterday, at my father's office, get scolding 4 going out wif friends.. Wat their problem? i working so cannot go out wif my friends so i choose 2 go out wif them yesterday. Since i so long never go out 4 a walk, talk wif them on the way & hav fun & laughter.. Do u believe i usually go bugis alone.. ya..i not mature enough..i don know how 2 think 4 my family & my future.. So? Everything they say abt me, i also cannot fight 4 my rights.. Only way, keep in my heart..(crying) Nw, i hav 2 pay my family water & electrical bills.. My hp bill also hav 2 ownself pay le.. They also don know tat every night b4 i sleep, i cried.. Ok la.. don wan 2 say le..

Dance is fun..

2006-08-27T03:40:00.000+08:00

Working at my aunty office is still ok.. but why must i find a job tat my mom likes... She keeps on asking me 2 find a job tat not related 2 my family members..

Ok.. tis sunday, my mom said tat she coming 2 my church.. cool sia.. finally tis day hav come.. But i must try 2 remember the steps in the dance.. Ya.. i will be dancing at my church on tis sun.. At first is 8 people are dancing but in the end only left 6 people.. Hmm.. Worried.. i still not very sure abt the steps for flags tat i just learned yesterday.. oh.. i scared i forget.. Worse.. i stand at the front..

I tell myself tat i must do it and remember every steps but still not really.. When the music start, i get nervous.. LOrd, bless me..Lord, guide me.. I lift it to your hands..

No time..so busy..

2006-08-20T02:40:00.000+08:00

Li Ting and Wan Chan Birthday is today.. Morning wake up and get scolding from mum..sianz.. Later, still got dance practice in church..hmm..i still worry i cannot remember the steps..

I am so busy..but don know busy abt wat...

Changing job soon

2006-07-31T10:30:00.000+08:00

Oh.. i wan 2 thankz those tat gave me presents and those tat celebrated wif me.. Sorry! So late then say.. By the way, hmm.. 18 le.. Must change my thinking 2 a young adult.. And most important, must grow in the Lord..

Soon, i will b changing my job.. Every1 asked me 2 change job bcoz of the pay.. Will update again wif u all..

Lost a lots of things..

2006-07-22T14:15:00.000+08:00

So long never blog.. Don know why i apply tis blog.. But nw i think is bcoz i can say out my happy and sad moments here.. Since, no one willing 2 be my hearing ears.. My family also don wan 2 hear me say...

I nt happy today bcoz they only know 2 say my weak points..
Example:
1) My family members told others people tat i nt clever..

2) My aunty said tat i don know how 2 think 4 the future..

3) My relatives said tat i am childish..

Why must they say tis.. Hurt me.. Worst is they say behind my back..

In my mind..

2006-07-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

Instructions:Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.
Don't read the questions before you write and tag 5 people to do the survey.

1. Yee Sheen
2. Wen Shan
3. Viceroy
4. Eliza
5. Desmond
6. Sophia
7. Cheris
8. Constance
9. Angeline
10. See Ying
11. Gabriel
12. Inn Zheng
13. Diana
14. Vickie
15. Rui Xian
16. Derrick
17. Jia Xin
18. Cherie
19. Yan Hui
20. Wilson

1. How did you meet #14?
Ans: Hmm..my cousin but nw my God bro.

2. What would you do if you had never met #1?
Ans: Will b sad bah..She is a nice gal.

3. What would you do if #20 and #9 dated?
Ans: Angeline & Wilson?..i don think she will choose him..

4. Would #6 & #17 make a good couple?
Ans: Both r galz..not really can b couple..But both of them know Jasper..

5. Describe #3.
Ans: Hee..Nice, veri man, lovable, cute, like 2 see him smile..taller than mi..

6. Do you think #8 is attractive?
Ans: Ya..by guys..She is pretty and cute lor..

7. Tell me something about #7.
Ans: Love 2 eat.. Love yellow colour.. Hate cockroach..

8. Do you know anything about #12's family?
Ans: He is the only son..His father alwayz fetch him 2 church..

9. What's #8's favourite?
Ans: Should ask mi wat #8 hate..i think she like pink bah..

10. What would you do if #11 confesses that he/she likes you?
Ans: Hmm..i will b telling him tat u r like my kor..

11. What language does #15 speak?
Ans: Chinese.. Sometimes mixed too..

12. Who is #9 going out with?
Ans: Dun know..But i know she love 2 go out wif Eliza & Constance.

13. How old is #16 now?
Ans: Same as me.. 18 tis year..

14. When was the last time you talked to #13?
Ans: Yesterday..

15. Who's #2's favourite singer?
Ans: Huh? Don know leh! English songs..

16. Would you date #4?
Ans: If i am a guy, of course yes..

17. Would you date #7?
Ans: Hmm..ya..she is a nice gal.

18. Is #15 single?
Ans: Ya.. Mayb nw hav stead but never tell me..

19. What is #10's last name?
Ans: Haha..how can i don know my sis name..hee..

20. Would you ever consider being in a relationship with #19?
Ans: She is my best friend. She has a sweet smile..

21. What schools did #3 go to?
Ans: Tao Nan Pri... Broadrick Sec..

22. Where does #6 live?
Ans: Serangoon

23. What's your favourite thing about #5?
Ans: Handsome..Know wat i wan in my life..

24. What do you think of #18?
Ans: Cute..Her smile can brighten ur days.

25. What do #4 & #19 have in common?
Ans: Both galz.. Both of their hugs give mi strengh in my life.

26. What special qualities does #17 hold in your life?
Ans: A gd friend tat can be fun every day.. She is a veri gd sis in sch..

Know each other more..

2006-06-25T08:00:00.000+08:00

On 19/6, after my dinner, at 7.45pm reached the St. Andrew Village where the retreat is. Really looking forward 2 see/join them..When i saw them, they r having gallery walk. Abt 11.30pm, we had 2 sleep. We quickly prepared the place and sleep at abt 12am. I cannot sleep the whole nite. Don understand why? Mayb still not use 2 sleeping on the floor..
Next day, some of us cannot wake up in the morning..So..a lots of the plans went out of time. We rushed 4 almost all the things..esp Tim, he is so unhappy bcoz he cannot shared.. Tat is bad, dun learn from us being not having puntuality..Anyway, all the programs are wonderful. I love most is the sharing among us.. I really feel better after saying it out. All the sins and all the things tat kept in our heart 4 so long, i say all out in the sharing..Example: I feel tat my family and i are having a gap. My sis don understand wat i am talking and she don listen 2 me..My parents only know is ask me wat i wan 2 study and help me choose a course 4 me 2 study, never think if i like it. I really don know wat course 2 take, why can't they give me time 2 think.
Let come back 2 the retreat..Hmm..all the galz cry but guyz are mayb scared pai seh so they never cry..ok..after all tis sharing, every1 in the youths is closer.. Anyway, the food is nice. Must really thankz all the people tat prepared and brought all tis food. I took off on Tuesday is the correct choice. I can enjoyed the games wif the rest of the youths tat came at abt 3.45pm. Cheris and Cons prepared the games. Thankz..both of u hav done a gd job.. I can see tat all the youths enjoyed all the games. There also a special guest been invited. He is cool sia.. I find him cool bcoz of the white hair in the middle of his hair. He had wif us all 2gether three sessions. The first session, i was not there. I cannot get leave from work. Never mind, at least i can stay overnite 4 one nite. The second and thirth sessions are meaningful. I learned a lots from his sharing. After all tis fun, is time 4 me 2 go back home bcoz of the next day i hav 2 work.. Happy time fly veri fast but i wouldn 4get tis moments we r 2gether..
Reach home, thought tat my parents or my sis will ask me question..like: Is it fun? Got miss papa, mummy, mei mei? BUT..none of them ask.. i wanted 2 tell them abt the fun i had but they are busy doing their things..
I wouldn like 2 thankz the youths 4 letting me come 2 the retreat..Thankz aunty sally,Uncle victor,Tim,Kar Keat and Eliza 4 all the preparation.. Most of all..Thankz the Lord..

Blog..wat happen?

2006-06-18T05:00:00.000+08:00

Suddenly, my blog went mad.. don allow mi 2 type and see it.. Nw..hee hee..i repair le.. Wat 2 blog? oH ok..i pass my piano exam..not very high marks but at least i pass..i thought i will fail..

Sorry, i cannot get off 4 three days..so i will be going only on 20/6.. Anyway, thankz 4 letting mi hav a chance 2 go.. By the way, i really regret tat i cannot go when u all r going 2 the holiday inn at malacca last year during the June.. Hope 2 be there too..i wan 2 hav the fun too..

Fail 2 go higher nitec

2006-06-04T04:30:00.000+08:00

I wouldn't be sad if i never get in 2 higher nitec.. i already prepare my heart 2 accept it.. Nw i hav 2 think wat 2 study le..Should i study part-time course or go and learn from outside sch? Blur gal sia..i am a stupid gal..My parents still thought tat i can study accounting so tat my future is better..But i cannot get in..They r very sad bcoz of mi.. Wat 2 do? I also cannot turn the time back 2 change the fact.. Nw only can pray tat the Lord can lead mi 2 the path.. I'm lost..Pls tell mi wat 2 do..

Pic tat taken on the parents' nite..

2006-06-03T13:41:00.000+08:00

Taken in church..Vanness's birthday

update myself

2006-05-28T06:30:00.000+08:00

Nwadays, so worry abt my result whether i get in 2 my course.. No news yet..LOrd bless mi..If tis course suit mi, pls let mi get in.. i already don know wat 2 do if i don get the course..

Last sat, the dinner is nice but a bit salty.. Really hav lots of fun.. Bring a friend, my family, my godma, my cousin, my aunty and uncle.. Hope they really enjoy sia.. After the dinner, all the youths took a photo..when i receive the pic, i will upload 4 u all 2 see..

I think a lots of people think tat i hav a stead le..The ans is NO.. Wilson and mi are friends..i also told him le.. Friday, suddenly he told mi tat he admire one of my churchmate..i told him 2 tell her but he say tat he still wan mi.. I really don know..i lost..i still don know wat 2 do..

Hmm..feel so excited

2006-05-21T07:55:00.000+08:00

Oh..finally, today is Sat again..2nite, my family and i are going 2 a dinner organise by my church..Felt so excited..i also invited my friend..hee hee..Hope tat they really enjoy today..God, touch their hearts 2nite..Let them know u more..

I really enjoy working at my aunty office.. She takes care of mi.. Wow.. Thankz sia.. Oh ya..time flies..My grandmother had came back from USA.. Cool..She brought back a lots of things.. Got chewing gums, clothes, pants, sweets..etc.. She loves all her grandchildrens...ecspecially mi..Thankz god.. Grandmother, i also love u..

Still no news..

2006-05-13T05:30:00.000+08:00

Arr..hate it..My ite result still not out..Every1 is studying le and i am still working..Wat if i never get in? i really don know wat 2 do..Hope tat God can lead mi the way..

Today, go temple..feeling sorry 4 God..Hope he can forgive mi..

Oh..man!

2006-05-02T08:35:00.000+08:00

Nw the world know wat happen 2 he and mi le..but we hav end the relationship..Nw many problem came..Sophia is my churchmate and she know a guy and tat guy was my sec friend stead..Oh..Nw they haven problem..They don wan 2 hurt each other..Hmm..don only say them..Me too..Problem is also wif me nw..Wat 2 do? I'm scared..i worry abt them..i really don know wat 2 do.. Me, i left him and ask him 2 find tat gal tat like him..i can only do tis bcoz i really cannot feel it..ya! Hurt? i still must say a bit..Left a person tat u hav been 2gether wif 4 more than three weeks..Of course will hurt a bit.. i did cry 4 a while but after tat..i'm ok.. Hope tat every things can be alright..

Tml, had 2 work le..Take care! God bless..Smile!

Mayb helping my aunty

2006-04-27T04:15:00.000+08:00

Just nw, my mom ask me whether i wan 2 help my aunty in her office? i really don know..She said tat i hav 2 go and help her le bcoz she went 2 tell my aunty i'm very free at home..i also haven tell her the ans..Never mind, don fight wif her..Tml had 2 work le..so fast..Is it the choice tat i wan? i only can say is..i willing 2 try..Hmm..i hope tat Sat and Sun can go 2 work..Oh ya..must remember 2 tell the churchmates..Nowadays, my memory is bad..Yesterday, went orchard shopping..Wow..cool..hav a fun time..Hope can go out again and hav fun..

Today, is Wed, got prayer meeting 2nite..tis friday cannot hav follow up wif aunty sally again..Last week just continue, tis week again must stop.. I already brought my family tickets le..and they agree 2 go..Nw is my godma..i wan 2 bring her and her family..She say ok but i mayb hav 2 pay 4 her first bcoz she nw having problem in her work place..I looking forward 2 tat day..i also ask wilson if he wan 2 invite some friends or his family..Hmm..ya..i think most of u think tat he and me is 2gether..Not really..i really don know wat 2 do..He is tall but i am short..People, give me some comment? Should i be wif him?

just feeling..

2006-04-23T04:10:00.000+08:00

Today, Sat..later need 2 go church..so excited..Going 2 learn Jewish dance..hee hee..Nw i only can go online 4 only 2 days..so little..

Just nw, got a call from some1..Her temper is still bad..a bit of things also angry..ya..i like 2 go church..so wat? I love 2 be a christian..i love GOD..i believe in HIM..No one can change my mind..I never go out wif u bcoz u need 2 do ur project..u r so busy..I asked u 2 go out wif mi and my friends but u don wan..i always go out wif u and ur friends..u also never go out wif my friends..i really don know why u think tat i hav change..i still a gal tat always stand a side 2 look after u and 2 protect u from evil..

By the way, i really don know wat 2 say..Life is in a little mess nw..

Finally..Stop le

2006-04-16T02:45:00.000+08:00

Finally, stop working le..They still keep on calling mi 2 work..but i rejected..Finally, i can go 2 church again..HEE Hee..So happy!

I think some people know why he come 2 my church..ya..mayb is tat thing ba..Yesterday, i never go church, i went 2 temple..He also never go..Must i go then he will go? Tis let mi think tat he go church bcoz of mi..Not by his heart..Wat can i do? And nw..Someone is tagging my blog 2 jio mi but don tell mi the name..YA..i agree wif Eliza..So childish..Wan 2 jio some1 must be brave 2 say out..Not just say, must do too..

Tis few days, keep on going out wif friendz and my only dearest cousin..Hav lots of fun wif them..Thankz 4 giving mi so nice and happy memories..i will never 4get de..

The day..Happy/Sad?

2006-03-27T12:00:00.000+08:00

Today, brought a guy 2 church..hee hee..every1 saw him and was shocked..He is so TALL lor.. He also hav lots of fun in the church...and wan 2 join my church.. Hmm..after church went home, get scolding from parents..They scold tat i went church 4 so long then come back..Scold tat i always play computer..They never even understand the problem..They only know is scold and scold..Break my heart only..Need someone 2 concern or hug mi..i really feel like crying..

haha

2006-03-21T05:05:00.000+08:00

I had a wonderful time yesterday..The dinner is nice and fun..I had lots of laugher..The programme is well organised.

Any1 wan 2 come my church tis sunday? Tis sunday, got a lady talking abt her life after her disfigured face...Wan 2 know how she face her life? Come 2 Kampong Kapor Methodist Church at 2pm..More information, call mi or sms mi..

I received a call from the job tat i apply..They reject mi..Sad..Worse..They say i not suitable 4 tis job bcoz of my height and small in size.. i must start jumping le so tat can grow a few more cm..

Tml had 2 apply my course again..Hope i can get in lor..Parents r saying tat i am lazy le..Why? Is it bcoz i not studying and working nw? What kind of job should i choose? I must choose a job tat i also can go church..I don wan 2 miss it...

Long long no see

2006-03-13T11:10:00.000+08:00

Yoz...just came back..hmm..don know wat 2 blog..i know a guy recently, he jio mi out...beg mi 4 so long..Everyday, sms mi...i can one day receive abt 25 msg from him...so fan...He so tall lor..He stand up, i haven even reach his shoulder...SO TALL.. i see him till my neck tired..Is he ok 2 mi..

Don know wat 2 study nw..cannot go in 2 Accounts in ITE(simei).
Stopping piano le..My aunty help mi find a job le..mayb working soon bah..

sorry..

2006-02-27T04:00:00.000+08:00

hmm..finally, my com is ok..thankz tim... i stopping piano soon le..hmm..i still don know wat 2 do..finding job but no job tat allow mi 2 get off on sat & sun..i wan 2 go church..Life is so bored..and i always play computer games..sianz..

I hope my family also can go wif mi 2 church..God, when will tis happen? i will wait till the day comes..Lord, i hope u can change diana's mind..She don dare 2 come church..She scared 2 face some of the youths..Lord, clear her mind..she still love u..She nwadays, so busy abt her project..U give her the wisdom 2 do it..She is a clever and cheerful gal tat i know since she born..i wan 2 see her smile again..

Why is tis happening?

2006-02-08T06:15:00.000+08:00

Galz are alwayz a toy..and guyz are playing it..Why? Galz gave more than recieve..When is the true love coming..they only know how 2 play then loving us...

Happy time don really last..

2006-02-04T12:18:00.000+08:00

Time fly so fast..Life is special.. nw at my cousin's house..don know wat 2 do..hmm..so i blog..wat 2 type? Anyway, thankz god 4 letting mi 2 come..and we had lots of fun sia..But veri fast..is going b late le..soon we hav go home..

Hmm..i received a sms..is a guy send mi de..He ask mi a lots of things, but i only tell him some..hee hee..i still thinking abt the question he asked mi..

Chinese new year..

2006-01-30T15:55:00.000+08:00

Wow..i had a wonderful new year eve dinner..thank god..every1 enjoy..

Hmm..Happy new year! Today, wearing new clothes..yeah.. Morning, went wif pa pa 2 lion dance..Noon, went 2 grandma house(father's side).. Then 2 ah ma house(mom's side).. Go some others place also..feel tired le...i also play wif my cousins poker cards..hmm..not bad sia..i won $10..but lost at mahjong..arr..cannot, tml must win back..

Never go church today..Have a chinese new year service but can't go.. Never mind, tue, they mayb coming my house 4 a visit..Ok lor..(yawn) Hmm..too tired le..feel like sleeping le..Gd nite! Seem tat my eyes can't stand anymore..Ok..Time 2 sleep..

hmm..tired sia

2006-01-25T08:30:00.000+08:00

Today, help out in cleaning the house..pack my cardboard..sianz..Nw then i know, i got so much rubbish in my cardboard..wow, time pass so fast..i haven eaten my lunch..so hungry..had 2 ownself cook fried rice..no one at hm..Mum went OG 2 buy new year clothes..Say abt new year clothes, i still lack of one jeans and a top 2 suit my skirt..Left only 5 days..arr..how?

Sunday(22/1)..After service, went out wif the youths..we walk from Heeren..to Cine, Taka, Wisma then Far East...Walk so much but never found any clothes i like..Waste of time sia..

my future?

2006-01-19T14:55:00.000+08:00

hmm..i mayb studying accounting..A lots of people say accounting is gd 2 mi and my future..ok la.. Just came back from prayer meeting..Pray 4 a lots of sick people and learn a lot of bible things..hmm..hope tat the lord can heal them..

Chinese new year is coming le..quite fast sia..For kids like us, only collecting hong bao..but for the adults, hee hee..they hav 2 take out their money.. I also hope tat chinese new year is every day, so tat i can buy new clothes..haha..

End here..Happy new year 2 every1..tk care! God bless..

hmm..sad

2006-01-13T13:10:00.000+08:00

1/1/06(Sunday)(7pm)
Why do i like 2 go church? Mayb bcoz is tis church tat bring me 2 God..And is the people in the church tat let me know God..The youths r nice & kind..Aunty Sally is the ones tat teaches me a lot of bible knowledge..Thankz a lots 2 them..
Today, we hav outdoor service. I enjoyed a lots. After service, some of the youths came back 2 church 4 meeting. They are voting 4 the chairman of the youth service. I don know tat i cannot vote, so i went 2 vote and suddenly aunty sally, in front of some youths, stopped me. I was shocked. My heart sank..i don know tat i don hav any place in her heart..They should tell me b4 i vote..i was so bai peh..I wanted 2 cry but not in front of them..
Sorry tat i said tis..but i will still belong 2 tis church & youth group..(read le but don say out)

hmm..lame leh..

2005-12-30T00:23:00.000+08:00

Christmas over..but never forget the happy moments..hee hee..New year is coming le, i still don know wat 2 do leh.. Should i continue studying or working? Waiting 4 ans..

yeah! Merry Christmas! (25/12/05)

2005-12-25T13:46:00.000+08:00

Ho ho hO..Merry Christmas! Just came back from the Lee's family..So tired sia. We slept at abt 5.30am..i first time so late sleep..We play mahjong the whole night..today, going godma's house celebrate then go my uncle's house..never go church..hmm..haven tell some of u yet..i not working nw le..Hope today i will have a wonderful celebration ba.. later, i had 2 go church and pass them the presents tat i brought from malaysia..Hope they like it..Anyway, it's food & sweets.. Ok! Time 2 prepare my lunch le..Hungry le..Tk care! Wish u all a merry x'mas..God bless..

thankz..

2005-12-03T10:34:00.000+08:00

thankz god.. Yesterday, Eliza & Cheris from my youths came and visited mi..thankz sia.. Nw working, so never blog 4 so long le.. i miss church leh! They hav so much programs but i cannot join bcoz of working.. Today, i need 2 train some1 leh..first time.. hee hee.. Some time u can see mediacorp actess/actor when u r working..haha..gd right? Oh..i going malaysia on 17/12, cannot join the church dance.. Sad..veri sad..but i still will go 4 the dance practice on every Tue.. Tk care..Smile!

so big lor..

2005-11-23T05:30:00.000+08:00

Wow..so big lor..ToyRus at Suntec is veri big sia..My legs are so tired..Walk here walk there..Talked to 10 customers, only 1 respond de.. so many proud people there.. But luckily, i meet a gd friend there..He is quite friendly..hmm..hee hee.. I should start work at 17 nov de but i tell them tat i need 2 go church and tell them first.. Sunday, i told them and also brought some chocolates and sweets 4 them..so sorry..i again not going church 4 two months..Veri sorry.. By the way, thankz 4 the prayers..i am so touched..

Working le, cannot take off on Sunday..Miss church, miss them lor..Is them who let mi know God de.. Without them.. still nw, i still don believe..Thankz a lots 2 aunty sally, tim and all the youths.. I will try my best 2 come back church as soon as possible..and learn more abt God..

arr..raining..

2005-11-19T09:24:00.000+08:00

hehe..i got a job le..It's at Suntec ToyRus, but only Tuesday off..How 2 go church? Tian kong is raining nw..one person at hm, so scared of thunder..Lord, take away the fear from mi.. Tis week is my last 2 go church..i must enjoy myself wif them b4 i go work on Monday.. Again, two months cannot church..arr, hate sia..hate the feeling.. Should i go oversea during Dec? Life is full of questions/problems..hmm..mayb tis is wat our lord test us, like our exam like tat..hee hee..oh my..(i jump up) suddenly thunder went so loud..better don use com le..later thunder strike my com, it will blow de..

hmm..changing my blogskin..

2005-11-17T03:46:00.000+08:00

hMm..today, last day of sch le..i think i will miss the happy moments in sch.. Take care, my friendz.. oh ya..i change my blogskin le..hee hee.. became fairyland..haha..i find it cute..hmm..last sunday, i went 2 play the Moloploy game..lots of fun..wish tat our church also hav tis.. Tml, going interview le..so excited..going 2 work again but i scared tat if i worked, i cannot go church le..How? i miss church..i miss my churchmates..God guide me 2 the correct way..